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needlesandpins -> RE: Masturbation.. fantasies? (10/21/2011 4:02:45 PM)
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i play all the time, i have to as my playmate lives quite a way from me. but i've always done it from being rather young, whether with someone or not. depending on my mood and time scale will depend on how long it takes. sometimes i can take myself to the brink and back right off again for ages. i like feeling horny all day, such as at work. however, what is constant is that my thoughts are not. i can set out thinking that i will only think of a-b, but invariably my mind still skips from one thought to something else completely different. sometimes it's just a tangent off the path, sometimes it's like flickering snap shots of scenes.
i have set fantacies that i would like to happen in r/l, but always i will be thinking of 'my man' and not anyone else. i have a friend who thinks about a particular scene in a movie, and the guy that is in it. that wouldn't work for me, i could think of the scene, but it would have to be 'my man' or it just won't happen. even so, i'm much more likely to be thinking of snippets of our conversations and 'plans' or the things we have already done. either that, or there are a couple of frazes that will tip me over the edge without fail were he to say them.
the only other thing to make me cum is money. i went through a stage where all i had to do is think of lots of money. i don't know why it worked. it wasn't even anything to do with how i could get it. i just had loads of money. even now i'd love to be able to roll around in cash. our £1 note was abolished in favour of the coin, but that would have done.....loads of pound notes. i have a very specific thought reguarding money at the moment and what i'd like to do with it. the thought has come to me while i've been typing this. next year looks set to be very tough for my son and myself and i wish i could sort that out for us. doing what i just thought of in the process of that would make it a little more satisfying. it's dirtily perverted, but well deserved.
needles
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