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daddysprop247 -> RE: The TRUTH? (7/29/2007 6:18:19 PM)
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hmm, honestly, it has always just been me. i didn't grow up in a D/s household, in fact always had ideas of female empowerment and "don't ever depend on a man for anything" drilled into my head pretty severely by my mother. however such a model never seemed right or natural to me...i would pay lip service to equality and feminism, but in reality i always believed in male dominance and female submission, and have always been a very submissive natured person. in my late teens, i began searching/exploring systems of belief which were similar to my own. for a while, i had an orthodox islamic boyfriend, and i was strongly considering giving in to his requests that i convert to his religion, simply because at the time it seemed like the only way i could live a lifestyle in which the relationship and life dynamic i believed in was considered natural and right. of course, the issue with going that route was the faith bit...i never had a solid belief in a higher power.
and then, quite by accident, i stumbled across an online M/s community, for black female slaves and slaves-to-be. my curiousity was piqued. i read. i met people. i learned. and i knew i had found a home.
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