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RE: screw the thorn send me the roses - 4/8/2007 4:20:12 PM

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What I didn't reflect on was the intense and even overwhelming feelings I had in going through the ritual. As I gently washed and dryed the feet of both alandra and kyra I was filled with tears. I was both humbled and blessed for their love but also moved to be a better person that they deserve...

The difficult part was realizing that even as I washed their feet and feel what I feel, I would still make choices in the future that will cause them to hurt and still they will love me. It is what it is and I am blessed because of it.

Yes, i have experienced this and it is so humbling and powerful...
Beautiful thread topic KoM~
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RE: screw the thorn send me the roses - 4/8/2007 5:55:32 PM

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KoM, just wanted to thank you for this post. The posts on how important a Master/Mistress are to a sub, far outweigh the comments that are made on just how important a sub is to their Master/Mistress. So often, the beauty of the gift of submission, and therefore the giver of it (the sub) are lost in some generalizations. It does Me good to hear of how your girls are treasured.

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RE: screw the thorn send me the roses - 4/8/2007 9:17:52 PM

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Not to sound........... w/e i'll sound........... but i inspire myself. I have beaten the statistics time and time again. And i'm proud that - damn it you cant hold me down. Atleast for long - ) I've had my share of crap in life. Yet here i am, able to look back and say "HA" i made it damn it, against the odds. i did it, all on my own. i honestly, dont know how i did do it sometimes. When i told my mother i has having "strange" but very real like dreams about my stepfather - and she told him 2 sec later and they started laughing......... i'm amazed i didnt just start screaming. Why didnt i scream? Why, why did i never just start screaming? Outloud? At times, i am unsure how i made it through childhood and even how i made it through my teenage years - all i know though, is i made it. Because of it, i know i can make it through anything.

i am lucky enough to have help now. All these old war wounds that i patched up quickly in my youth are finally starting to heal. Yeah, i'll admit - they haunt me at times. They disrupt my life, they cause me problems. But thats okay, because i'm going to get through them too. i always win the war and i hold that dear to my heart.

i might not always know how to deal with something, but i'm learning. i might have to unlearn some things, learn some new things, and change my thinking in certian areas.......... but i can do it. i AM Doing it.

i inspire me.

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RE: screw the thorn send me the roses - 4/8/2007 10:25:10 PM

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Khightof Mists Thank you for reminding all of us that we have people around who have taken the hard hits and still keep alive hope for a new day.
My life was not an easy one but I have friends who have had it harder than most and I treasure them soo much for they live life to the fullest and show us that you can make it if you just try and believe.

There is something I find awe inspiring in a woman kicking the living crap out of me with her eyes shrink-wrapped in tears and her face twisted into a horror I hope to never know.

I wrote once to friend who is no longer with us, at a time when he was working on getting out of being at rock bottom, that "yesterday is a memory, tomorrow may never happen, this moment in time you have is the only thing of any importance."

I dont know if my life has been an easy one. I can come up with zillions of examples of people who have it worse than me. I dont know if my life has been a difficult one. I can come up with zillions of examples of people who have it better than me.

It is my life. It is what it is. I feel I can either accept defeat or rage, rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Just me, etc.

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RE: screw the thorn send me the roses - 4/9/2007 5:25:51 AM

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I consider myself a positive pessimist. I expect things to not work, not turn out the way i would like, for things to be a little tough, and when they are it's no big deal. Sometimes it hurts (when my husband died), sometimes it feels like the world is against you, sometimes it just makes you tired, but to give up is the only wrong choice for me. Working through the rough times is accomplished by grasping at the small positives. As for the times when everything works out great? What a happy surprise.

I have people tell me how "strong" i am because of the things i have been through in my life and the way i have dealt with them. Ok, if that's what they want to think. Personally there are always other people out there who i see who have it worse and who react to their circumstances with dignity and hope. They inspire me. My daughter has lived through all i have and more in the past few years and is ever so much stronger than i. And there is a girl i met who in her 16th year lost both parents and carelessly walked in front of a car and became paralyzed from the neck down. I went out to work with her in her home and expected to leave feeling sorry for her, instead i felt sorry for everyone else who hasn't met her and who thinks their life sucks. She is someone who has taken the best of what she has left (beautiful girl, fantastic mind) and is looking toward the future. She made me proud to have had my life touched by hers.

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