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Past relationships and today - 1/1/2007 12:16:01 AM

Devilslilsister

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How do your past relationships effect your relationships today? Life experience shapes who we are and how we percieve things - as does relationship experience. How does your past relationships affect you today in your BDSM - M/s - TPE - (or whatever abbreviated version)?

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RE: Past relationships and today - 1/1/2007 1:29:42 AM

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Past relationships tend to help people realize who they are and what they really want. You also gain experience and learn what works best for you. With each relationship I've been in, I learned how to dress just a little better and found a nicer cologn to wear.

Weither I was dumped or the dumpie, I've learned to never stop improving on myself. Whatever happens, I know I can move on with the confidence that there is nothing wrong with me. I may have blew things with people that where special to me but that's life where we live and learn.

Anyways, I use to be the guy who was to nice. After dateing a few bitches guess what? No more Mr Nice Fangs. Sorry nice ladies, they had a part in developing the way I am now and you're just going to have to deal with it.

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RE: Past relationships and today - 1/1/2007 1:36:36 AM

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Mostly they serve as my warnings for past patterns and problems. I can compare similar situations and realize how I acted in them and see how I am acting in them now and be able to adjust much better.

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RE: Past relationships and today - 1/1/2007 2:29:13 AM

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I agree with Lucky (no big surprise there). I try and learn from them. And, yes, I see patterns and problems that I try very hard NOT to repeat.

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RE: Past relationships and today - 1/1/2007 5:22:32 AM

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quote:

ORIGINAL: Devilslilsister

How do your past relationships effect your relationships today?

It makes me very appreciative for the relationship that I am currently building. I was told by current potential that he didnt like being compared with past relationships, however, how can he object when he always seems to come out on top? (pun intended)

Life experience shapes who we are and how we percieve things - as does relationship experience. How does your past relationships affect you today in your BDSM - M/s - TPE - (or whatever abbreviated version)?

The hardest part for me is learning that I am "worthy" of a good solid relationship with someone. Sometimes it is hard not to look at past relationships that did not last and feel like you were just not good enough to make them work. But then, I take a solid look at the reasons WHY they did not work and what it came down to was that I should have known before going in that it wasnt going to work anyways long term.

My biggest resolution (New Years being SUCH a good time to make one LOL) is to not forget who and what I am within a M/s relationship. I am not a switch, I am not a domme, I am not vanilla. (although I can present quite well as all three) I am a slave..and my owner will need to be one who can be the Master of me and my needs. Not sometimes, not when he is not too tired to deal, and not just when life is great. If being a Master is not what he is, I have no business being in a relationship with him..because it simply will not work.

This is what my past relationships have taught me.

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RE: Past relationships and today - 1/1/2007 5:47:49 AM

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I think the biggest, most important thing I've learned from my past relationships is the difference between responsibility and control

My Master is not responsible for me. He's in control of me. That means that responsibility for my actions rests firmly on my shoulders and I don't get to pass off what I do to him. I am responsible for my actions, my mindset and my choices. Part of my choice is that I cede control to him.

Ceding control means he gets to decide what I should and should not be doing - even when I want to do the things he doesn't want me to do, and don't want to do the things he does want me to do. My responsibility then is to live up to the choices I've made. And there are no grey areas.

I really really like this.

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RE: Past relationships and today - 1/1/2007 6:06:14 AM

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Trust is a big issue for me, as is understanding others' motivations for doing / saying / behaving. What I am in the process of learning is that each person is unique, and just because something caused pain in the past does not mean it will hurt this time. I am also learning what it is to be firmly planted in recovery from codependence. I've had some good teachers - even the bad ones. (Maybe even "especially the bad ones.") ~smiling~

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RE: Past relationships and today - 1/1/2007 6:23:01 AM

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I learned that when something this good comes into my life to grab it no matter what it takes. I have been in unhealthy relationships most of my life. I won't forget where I've been or take this one for granted.

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RE: Past relationships and today - 1/1/2007 6:27:36 AM

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My past relationship is what determined the type of relationship I would have now. I knew what I wanted, and I knew what was possible; and that is what I set my goal on.

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RE: Past relationships and today - 1/1/2007 7:50:12 AM

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I try to look for patterns. Things that perhaps I should've noticed earlier about the other person. Things that may have contributed to the breakup. Sometimes it is counterproductive to dig too deeply, but all the same, I try to learn something.

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RE: Past relationships and today - 1/1/2007 8:02:05 AM

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I have learnt from past relationships that i can only ever be myself with someone, That i will never let communication stop and that i am worth so much more

Its all one big learning curve i guess, I'm glad i am older and more responsible and that i listen and learn from my mistakes.

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RE: Past relationships and today - 1/1/2007 8:09:07 AM

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I guess you could say that I learned the hard way that you can not change what is at the core of you.

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RE: Past relationships and today - 1/1/2007 8:09:47 AM

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I have learnt to be myself, I have learnt that you can't please someone all the time, that sometimes it doesn't matter how good you are you will still get hurt.
I have learnt that giving a man everything does not mean he won't cheat and lie, I am learning not to let this knowledge poisen me.
I am learning that things usually happen for a reason, after all if the last man had not lied and cheated then I would not have been in the time and place I was when my wonderful Dom found me.

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RE: Past relationships and today - 1/1/2007 8:27:51 AM

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I think that every relationship be it good or bad offers something to build off of and past relationships are part of the growing experience as is most things in life. Often times it is easy to get lost in the "bad" of a past relationship but the oppertunity to grow is always there. I have learned from past relationships it takes two.. Two people working towards a common goal and love alone won't overcome not working together. And I have to agree with juliet, I think more could learn the difference between responsibility and control.

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RE: Past relationships and today - 1/1/2007 8:34:35 AM

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I learned that you should not give someone too many chances to change. Once someone hurts you, it is their fault. If they continue to hurt you, it is your fault for accepting it.

A good side effect of having had a bad relationship is the learning about yourself and why you accepted things the way they were. A bad side effect of having had a bad relationship is that your heart is broken beyond repair and you feel you will never trust another person again.

The worst thing about having had a breakup is that you worry that you may never feel both the highs and the lows that kept you in the relationship for so long.

The tough part of having "baggage" from a very intense relationship that went south is that no matter how intelligent or evolved you think you are, your emotions still cry out for what you felt, instead of letting your brain tell you it is best that it is over.

And, not meeting anyone that you feel chemistry with, is not helping things.

< Message edited by SexyRed -- 1/1/2007 8:38:35 AM >

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RE: Past relationships and today - 1/1/2007 8:39:08 AM

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Considering I've only had two girlfriends in My life (both vanilla), I suppose I've learnt to try and be more daring, notice when that special person is there and not to put Myself down as "damaged" but a guy who can offer a different prespective to life, generally I'm looking forward to the learning curves sure I'll be dumped or duped but if I'm really lucky I might find the one I hope for. :) So trying to be positive and crossing My fingers and toes.

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RE: Past relationships and today - 1/1/2007 8:45:53 AM

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Never consider yourself damaged or then, you may find that type of affirmation to come true. Live and hope for the day that in your wildest dreams the ultimate person for you will come along and i have found out they do! But, remember patience is a virtue

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RE: Past relationships and today - 1/1/2007 8:52:13 AM

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*smiles*

Thanks brat4u, if you ask the people who know Me, I'm very paitent almost to a slighty scary level ;)

One of those life skills that had to be learnt :) I don't consider Myself damaged thats the past, I'm special ;)

WoS

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RE: Past relationships and today - 1/1/2007 8:59:35 AM

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quote:

ORIGINAL: WorldofSilence

*smiles*

Thanks brat4u, if you ask the people who know Me, I'm very paitent almost to a slighty scary level ;)

One of those life skills that had to be learnt :) I don't consider Myself damaged thats the past, I'm special ;)

WoS

All I can say to that is you are more special than you know, I have been telling you this for about 5 years now, is it possible you will now listen? :P
And yes you are patient, you have to be to be able to put up with me as well as you do *laughs*.
Don't knock yourself, you are not damaged and you are not broken - you have a massive amount to give. Oh and if you tell me to take note of my own words I'll have to do someting...something very un sub like!

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RE: Past relationships and today - 1/1/2007 10:10:04 AM

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quote:

ORIGINAL: Devilslilsister

How do your past relationships effect your relationships today? Life experience shapes who we are and how we percieve things - as does relationship experience. How does your past relationships affect you today in your BDSM - M/s - TPE?

I've been happily married for 15 years now to the non-dominant love of my life. When I began looking for a face-to-face D/s relationship, my biggest mistake was thinking that D/s relationships are fundamentally different from vanilla relationships.

I let Dominants treat me disrespectfully because I thought that was part of the deal. With one Dom, we'd meet, then I'd not hear a word from him for 6-14 days or more. Another regularly used "Clearly you're not truly submissive," to manipulate me past my limits far too soon. I was told that "real" Doms are not loving, are never gentle and certainly are not interested in the submissive's enjoyment. I was taught that being allowed to serve should be it's own reward and to expect more is unacceptable, even "topping from the bottom." There are too many lessons to list.

Later I learned that sometimes, when someone brags "I've trained hundreds of submissives and slaves" he's really saying "No one will stay with me for long."

Once I started looking for the same qualities shared by my husband, expressed within a dynamic of authority exchange, I did better. Compassion, attentiveness, interest in me as an individual... It took me some time to learn that those qualities aren't exclusive from holding control, exercising authority and causing pain.

Mom used to say something about age begetting wisdom...

~Holly

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