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secretlilslave -> How do you feel around your Master? (10/19/2010 8:48:14 AM)

Just  for the fun of it. I  would like to  hear  from other slaves  or female switches about. What  your Master or Dominate does for you? When You  read  my own list  then you will  have an example. Please  share with me. How  do you  feel  in your  Master`s  or Mistress`s  presence?   Please  share.

Journal  it  or message me. Or  reply here to add too the post. Now I  will start  first.  Sense it is  my post and my question.

For many  years  I have been self withdrawn.  I am in a vanilla relation ship. So  I am not able to  be a  slave 24/7.  Any way for many years. I  stopped speaking  up for my self.  I   stopped doing  many  things  that  I use too  enjoy.  I  was  letting  close people in my life make choices  for me and speak  for me.

When I met  my current  Master.  I  was  not  bad over weight  or any thing like that.  I was wanting  though  to  find some one understanding  and tolerating  of the circumstances I  live within.

I have met  him.  He  is  my Master . He  is my Dominate.  Here  is  my question  now  to  my self.  How do I feel around  my Master? I feel alive.  I feel like I can  do anything almost.  I  feel  free. I feel  important.  I feel like I matter.  I  feel like  my life is worth while after all.  I feel  like I can and want too  learn.  Yes I  do also  feel aroused around Master.  In  Master`s  presence all thoughts and feelings center on him. Nothing else matters!  Yet  the way I  feel   around Master. It  does feel  like much!  Matters!

Now for  my other question. What  has Master done for me?

Master  completes me. Being in service with Master, has  given me courage  to speak  up for my self.  Out in the vanilla world.  I  now say what I think and how I  feel!  I also  will  tell others  in the vanilla  work  to f*ck  off as  needed.  Master  gives me balance  by giving  me direction, encouragement,   and discipline as needed.  Master  is also a friend though. He  is not a cold cut know  it all. He  is man   and human  enough  to listen when I hurt and need to talk.  Master does  not shame nor belittle  me either. I  feel enough shame when I am  in his disapproval.   Master  has helped  me find balance and self confidence  within me.  I  speak  for myself now  in the vanilla world.  I  am exercising again.  I  am spending  more time with  dogs and at the humane  societies now. Instead  of  staying  in the house  or hiding  in a chat room somewhere.  I  could  go on for many more miles about, what  my  Master has done for me. I would like to  hear  from you.  

Its  your  turn please.  How  do you feel around your Master or Mistress?  What  has your Master  or Mistress  done for you?






poise -> RE: How do you feel around your Master? (10/19/2010 8:53:38 AM)

He has taught me to never refer to him as a Dominate.
Im happy you are happy and ready to face the world smiling.
Welcome to the forums!




DesFIP -> RE: How do you feel around your Master? (10/19/2010 11:28:58 AM)

You're in a vanilla relationship? Does your husband know you're cheating on him with this man? 




AquaticSub -> RE: How do you feel around your Master? (10/19/2010 11:36:10 AM)

quote:

ORIGINAL: secretlilslave


Its  your  turn please.  How  do you feel around your Master or Mistress?  What  has your Master  or Mistress  done for you?





Depends on the time.

Do you mean after the cat just peed on me while I'm sleeping cause he forgot to clean the litterbox, while we are on a walk together, or when he's giving me that evil 'I'm gonna devour you' look?

He's my lover, my owner, my best friend, my protector, my goofball, my sweetheart, my master, my partner in crime, my everything. Sometimes I'm furious with him, sometimes I can't stop kissing him. I feel... everything when I'm around him. He's the one I can talk to about my depression, the fucked up shit in my family that I don't talk about with many people or just sit around and compare and contrast comic book characters.

He's just... my everything.




AquaticSub -> RE: How do you feel around your Master? (10/19/2010 11:37:47 AM)

quote:

ORIGINAL: DesFIP

You're in a vanilla relationship? Does your husband know you're cheating on him with this man? 


This is gonna get good.




OsideGirl -> RE: How do you feel around your Master? (10/19/2010 6:17:50 PM)

quote:

ORIGINAL: poise

He has taught me to never refer to him as a Dominate.
*snort*




NuevaVida -> RE: How do you feel around your Master? (10/19/2010 8:27:46 PM)

To answer how I feel around him - joyful.




kiwisub12 -> RE: How do you feel around your Master? (10/20/2010 3:48:29 AM)

Call me crazy but the OP sounds clinically depressed - or at the very least, very down with her vanilla life.



............................quite apart from the whole cheating thing - unless of course her husband knows that she is being fufilled outside of the marriage.




CaringandReal -> RE: How do you feel around your Master? (10/20/2010 5:34:10 AM)


quote:

ORIGINAL: secretlilslave

Its  your  turn please.  How  do you feel around your Master or Mistress?  What  has your Master  or Mistress  done for you?



Honored to be in his presence. Like I was the luckiest person in the world. Often very happy. Even in unhappy times, at my core I felt right, like I was in the right place for me. I never had that "in the right place" feeling before meeting him. This feeling did not change over many years' time.

He gave me what I needed. Sorry for the lack of detail, but if I started, I would probably write a book!




agirl -> RE: How do you feel around your Master? (10/20/2010 5:45:03 AM)

quote:

ORIGINAL: secretlilslave


Its  your  turn please.  How  do you feel around your Master or Mistress?  What  has your Master  or Mistress  done for you?





He's done FAR too much to even begin mentioning over 10 yrs.

How do I feel around him .......erm, apprehensive, would describe it........lol

agirl








MMsCandy -> RE: How do you feel around your Master? (10/20/2010 6:46:52 AM)

If i could pick just one word - Alive. As in really living and not just existing.

He's gone for the month - i know i'll survive it but its agony.




Meliai -> RE: How do you feel around your Master? (10/20/2010 8:42:55 AM)

quote:

How  do you  feel  in your  Master`s  or Mistress`s  presence?


An internal peace that I never realized was possible.

OP - it is great that you are feeling alive again. It might be a good time to address some of the issues that were dragging you down before, so that your rel'p isn't just a band-aid temporarily covering the wound. Good luck.






daddysprop247 -> RE: How do you feel around your Master? (10/20/2010 9:06:53 AM)

many, many things, but above all else...owned.




windchymes -> RE: How do you feel around your Master? (10/20/2010 9:17:22 AM)

With my fingers.




secretlilslave -> RE: How do you feel around your Master? (10/20/2010 1:29:07 PM)

Thank you  for your  reply poise.  i  appreciate your  words.  ty for the welcome also.  




secretlilslave -> RE: How do you feel around your Master? (10/20/2010 1:32:52 PM)

I  mean  during any time you  may  feel  comfortable sharing about.  Thank you  for your  comments and words.  Thank you Aquatic




secretlilslave -> RE: How do you feel around your Master? (10/20/2010 1:35:29 PM)

lol  for the  (snort)  osidegirl

according  to your  response  post,  you  like to  roar  in like  the lion and go out like the lamb.  hmmm?




MMsCandy -> RE: How do you feel around your Master? (10/20/2010 1:36:54 PM)

ahh i missed the part in the OP where she said "alive" but i will leave my post as is - i agree it's an apt description!




secretlilslave -> RE: How do you feel around your Master? (10/20/2010 1:37:52 PM)

quote:

NuevaVida


NuevaVida , thank you  for  your  response .  I  feel  joyful and all kins of other feelings around  myown  Master.  I never know what  to expect from him.




tazzygirl -> RE: How do you feel around your Master? (10/20/2010 1:40:02 PM)

Im curious as to why you are avoiding Desi's question to you.




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