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impishlilhellcat -> RE: I Admit It I........ (12/30/2014 7:22:52 AM)

I admit my sympathies, condolences, and support to all those going through difficult times.


I admit I learned a very valuable food lesson yesterday.

I admit I am a food lover always have been and always will be.

I admit that I now understand eat to sustain your body and your workout.

I admit that was a very hard and painful lesson to learn.



LiveSpark -> RE: I Admit It I........ (12/30/2014 7:28:43 AM)

I admit it I'm glad to be back. Deciding to come back was a great decision.
I admit it, CM (CS) and chat have greatly improved since I've been gone
I admit it, it's been great to reconnect with old friends and discover new ones.
I admit it, I'm not sorry I left. I had a lot of work to do which for the larger part I've done.
I admit it, I'm calmer and less likely to allow people to get to me.



CynthiaWVirginia -> RE: I Admit It I........ (12/30/2014 2:51:23 PM)

I admit that three weeks ago, my slave's PSA(?) blood test was a 4.6. His urologist scheduled a needle biopsy for January 5th. bo tried to get out of the surgery by...laying off the marathon sessions with the fuck machine and other anal toys. (His urologist said there was a chance that he had irritated his prostate and that would have jacked up his points.) After behaving for three weeks bo asked for another test. This time it was 16! His urologist told him that "it was very likely cancer". We're still waiting for the needle biopsy to let us know for certain and to know more details. While he's knocked out for the needle biopsy, he also needs to have kidney surgery to break up a huge stone he's had in there for over 20 years. There's going to be a stint so the pieces can fall out. He's going to have a very rough time.

I admit that I cancelled Christmas (in my home) this year...I just wasn't in the mood.

I admit that I cried "Uncle!" to my doctor earlier this year...and asked for a nerve pill. I take only one pill per day, instead of the recommended three, because taking just one pill makes me sleep 12-16 hours per day. When I can, I take just one pill per three days (for the first two days I sleep, and on the third I'm actually awake to get some housework done and my panic attack trigger isn't a hair trigger. Psst, lol, my "nerve pill" was intended by the manufacturer to be an allergy pill but doctors are writing it for panic disorders. I have 2-3 allergy seasons per year to get through. I can't wait to see how this medicine helps in the coming year, when my seasonal sneeze is driving me nuts.

I admit that my doctor had to promise me that THIS nerve pill, unlike the others, won't make me put on 10-30 lbs per year (yes, in spite of strict dieting and the two hours per day of exercise I used to do). She promised that it wouldn't. I thought I'd never go back on anxiety/depression meds again, and was off of them for 12+ years...but I'm happy with these, even though they're not perfect. (They're so tiny but I'm thinking of splitting them in half to see if I can stay awake longer.)

I also admit that...though I've said I will never get into poly, lol, it seems that I will probably drag myself into it (yes, kicking and screaming). Time for me to dust off that book I bought more than ten years ago, The Ethical Slut, so I won't be totally clueless (and doomed to learn by making my own mistakes). I'd rather learn from the mistakes of others, thank ya very much. [:D] My slave has just realized that he is gay or bisexual. I'm going to help him explore that path when all this cancer stuff is behind us.



LiveSpark -> RE: I Admit It I........ (12/31/2014 7:24:56 AM)

I admit that my heart is breaking for you and your slave.
I admit that if it turns out to be cancer - and it looks like it is - he should ask to be treated with Abiraterone. It has been shown to work phenomenally well with few side effects, so much so that here in Canada rather than wait for approval from Health Canada clinical trials were created. Good luck to you both Cynthia.



needlesandpins -> RE: I Admit It I........ (12/31/2014 9:57:15 AM)

I admit that I know for a lot of people that their God of choice often helps them through tough times, and that may be this is why they see it as a way of helping when they say such things as 'He's never gives you more than He knows you can handle', and the like. One of my residents had the passage that contains the 'single foot prints in the sand' line. I know it's supposed to offer comfort, and I'm sure these things do for a lot of people, which is why they repeat them to the rest of us, but for me it all just makes me angry. I'm damn well sick of having to handle it all, and all of the fucking time. I know I'm not on my own, as is shown by the posting of others in here, so I have to question......wtf did I do that I, or others deserve to be given so much crap to deal with while others get it easy?

I admit that I'd much rather believe that it has nothing to do with any 'God', because if it does they are going to have one almighty fucked off Me to deal with when I get to them!

I admit that I wish for better times ahead of us in 2015

needles



sexyred1 -> RE: I Admit It I........ (12/31/2014 11:21:16 AM)

Yeah, I pretty much ask that every day. I don't believe a God has anything to with getting ill, it's just bad luck. And usually, other things go wrong once one big thing like health goes wrong.



ExiledTyrant -> RE: I Admit It I........ (12/31/2014 5:56:39 PM)

I admit that I am chillin with muh childens for new years ;)
I admit that it is awesome... though Netflix has became cooler than me.
I admit that I am a time travelers D.
I admit that my girl will be traveling into the future soon.
I further admit that she will wait in limbo for me to catch up to her time cuz she loves me.
I finally admit, life is good, and I hope all that goodliness becomes contagious and you all catch an incurable case of it.



CynthiaWVirginia -> RE: I Admit It I........ (1/1/2015 11:22:14 PM)

I admit I went to Walmart three times (before and on Jan. 1st) and still managed to forget to buy some eggnog and/or some concord grape Manischewitz (my favorite syrupy wine). Also, there was snow outside and it was so cold...that I said forget it when it came time to go outside and use our fireworks.

I admit I forgot to buy chocolate cake. (I started this new year without a trace of chocolate and that can't be a good thing.)

I...uh...admit I bought yet another purse yesterday (it's after 2 a.m., so it's Jan. 2nd now), and a new blouse and...another plush toy Pikachu. The biggest one Walmart had. Yes, it's for ME. There was another one that was winking an eye and I wanted that one too. Maybe next month.

I admit that DiNozzo parked his 16 pound self (meow!) on top of one of the mouse cages again, craning his neck to peer into the double decker cage beside it. It was fun putting some cookies into the cages just so the mice would start stealing cookies from each other. Mousie tv at it's best. A little while ago he was up there again so we slipped half a dozen shelled pecan halves in each cage...




ashjor911 -> RE: I Admit It I........ (1/2/2015 11:27:33 AM)

I admit that I am here & hugs to all..
I admit that I am grieving over my brother who found dead in a mysterious way...

I admit that hope everyone is having a good happy new year.



GoddessManko -> RE: I Admit It I........ (1/2/2015 2:28:49 PM)

I admit my condolences to anyone who has lost someone. I admit warmest wishes to EVERYONE in 2015 with lots of prosperity and joy. I admit I wish anyone diagnosed with an illness a speedy recovery. I admit if all else fails, do a dramatic performance to Bohemian Rhapsody, the kids love it and it heals.



CynthiaWVirginia -> RE: I Admit It I........ (1/2/2015 5:57:15 PM)

I admit that one of my internet friends (met her once before) will be driving through my area tomorrow and we'll get to see each other for maybe 20 minutes! I'm all [sm=yahoo.gif] because she phoned and said she's bringing Pokemon presents. I'm all agog wondering if it's a keychain, or Pokemon shoe laces, or...a deck of cards with Pokemon on the back of them!

I admit that months back she went to some massive store in New York (?) and/or some Comicon (?) thing in Texas...that sells more Pokemon stuff that I could imagine in my wildest dreams and I was...uh...a bit jealous/envious. At least she hasn't managed to go to that massive Pokemon store in Japan (I would never hear the end of the neener neeners).

I admit that I went to Walmart for the after New Year's sale and bought two things I've always coveted. The first was a small table top Christmas tree...a white one. Marked down from $10 to $5! The other was something I've been looking for for over twenty years, a 4 ft. tall BLACK Christmas tree! It was the only one there of it's kind, marked down from $25 to $12.50. *whimpers* Some of you know that my favorite holiday is Halloween. I've been hoarding some purple lights sets for years, hoping to find a black tree. I've also been hoarding small Halloween stuff to decorate the tree with. It will also give me an outlet for my creativity...it's going to be fun making decorations from scratch. I've got no clue what to top the tree with, so it's a good thing that I have 10 months to figure that out. A witch? A dragon? A big black cat? Hmmmmm.

I admit that I was at Sams earlier today...and still forgot to buy that big chocolate cake with chocolate icing AGAIN. I got distracted by the fact that Sams, unbelievably, was completely out of boneless, skinless chicken breasts.

I admit that I got my gas at Food City and together with my discount points and going on a Friday...I managed to get my gas for under $2.00 per gallon. Neener neener.



needlesandpins -> RE: I Admit It I........ (1/3/2015 7:16:55 AM)

I admit, Ash, that I am sorry to hear about your brother. my sympathies xx

I admit that we had some snow on Boxing day. it was nice to walk in it that night, but I'm glad it's gone now. the only problem is that with the warmer weather comes high winds, and rain. I don't want that either. really cold would do just fine.

I admit that I want some good things to post about, but everything has been hellish.

I admit that I feel as though I am forever waiting.

needles



FieryOpal -> RE: I Admit It I........ (1/3/2015 7:31:25 PM)


quote:

ORIGINAL: ashjor911

I admit that I am here & hugs to all..
I admit that I am grieving over my brother who found dead in a mysterious way...


I admit that I am also sorry to learn your family has been hit with the tragic loss of your brother.
I admit that I have been intending to read your piece(s) in Creative Writings but haven't gotten around to it yet.
I admit I have many virtual *hugs* to give.

@needles, Don't give up hope; I admit I know what it feels like to be playing a waiting game. It will be well worth it in the end, I promise, probably when you least expect it. At least that's how it tends to unfold for me, I shall admit.

@Cynthia, wishing you and your boy a positive outcome with medical issues and any other hurdles that will invariably come your (our) way(s) from whatever direction.

I admit that I'm going back to vanilla for a while, but mainly to get away from on-line interactions that detract from real world substance.

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Spiritedsub2 -> RE: I Admit It I........ (1/3/2015 8:11:04 PM)

I admit I saw a restaurant sign in the distance that said "pancake breakfast"; I admit I first saw it as "bukake breakfast". I admit I need to take a little sabbatical from kink sites!



sexyred1 -> RE: I Admit It I........ (1/3/2015 11:17:37 PM)


quote:

ORIGINAL: needlesandpins

I admit, Ash, that I am sorry to hear about your brother. my sympathies xx

I admit that we had some snow on Boxing day. it was nice to walk in it that night, but I'm glad it's gone now. the only problem is that with the warmer weather comes high winds, and rain. I don't want that either. really cold would do just fine.

I admit that I want some good things to post about, but everything has been hellish.

I admit that I feel as though I am forever waiting.

needles


I empathize with you. Waiting is hard.

I decided to stop waiting for things that will never happen.

Just do what you need to do to find any happiness.

For me, grappling with a health condition really showed me what minutiae I used to worry about.

Like I used to be distraught if I was not having sex a lot.

HA!

You should only know how long it's been. The difference now is that a. That is a low priority. and b. especially low since I have become much more picky about whom I share my precious self with, instead of less, which might be expected.

So whatever you are waiting for, see if you can get it done, yourself.



LittleGirlHeart -> RE: I Admit It I........ (1/4/2015 1:51:59 AM)

I admit it I am jittery and full of nerves/nervous energy I am trying to shake an cant.



needlesandpins -> RE: I Admit It I........ (1/4/2015 2:08:31 AM)

I admit my thanks to FieryOpal, and sexyred!

needles



LittleGirlHeart -> RE: I Admit It I........ (1/4/2015 2:16:52 AM)

I admit I made a go fundme account to try to raise money for an educanal assesment
http://www.gofundme.com/jnv8ps



InHisHeart -> RE: I Admit It I........ (1/4/2015 7:13:53 AM)

I admit I'm getting another tattoo in 2 weeks.
I admit I love the total relaxation state of mind I go into when getting a tattoo.
I admit nothing could be finer than to be in Carolina in the morning.
I admit I wish I were back there.
I admit when the roles are reversed and you have to be a parent to a parent, it's difficult and heartbreaking.
I admit my favorite Disney movie is Mary Poppins.



impishlilhellcat -> RE: I Admit It I........ (1/4/2015 7:50:49 AM)

I admit every muscle in my body is screaming.
I admit the workout that caused it was two days ago
I admit I thought if I did a recovery workout yesterday, it would be all good.
I admit I was wrong!
I admit I was too lazy to make anything for breakfast, so I just had leftover homemade soup.
I admit this move, decorating, working out, and my work schedule is just plum wearing me out.
I admit this is a small and insignificant problem to have and I'm not sweating it a bit.



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