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lovingpet -> RE: I Admit It I........ (12/9/2009 6:19:49 PM)
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I admit I need to indulge in some rather significant masochistic activities. I admit I have no idea what "significant" is and never claimed to be a painslut. I admit I have the deep, growling urge to be struck with all the viciousness and tenderness that such toys can muster. I admit I would prefer these toys be in the hands of my loving partner, but I know they can't be. I admit it is like a release valve that is under pressure and about to explode. I admit I have a desire to whimper, cry, and beg. I admit I need to feel it and agonize through it to a place where I am finally at peace. I admit what I really want is the love of one who understands me enough to know binding me and hurting me is what sets me free and lets me heal. I admit I need those hands that have done such cruelty to cradle me, wipe the tears from my cheek, and the voice that commanded and humiliated whisper in my ear that I am good and he is proud. I admit that his delight is all I need for all to be right with the world.
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