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LaTigresse -> RE: Depressed: rant (1/4/2009 1:25:40 PM)

I think it's just that time of year. Post holiday blahhhhssss. I just sat down to pay bills and the money ran out before the stack of bills was gone. I just keep reminding myself how fortunate I am that I get paid again next week. Somehow it's not working to put a smile on my face. I have a long list of things I should be doing instead of playing here.

Oh, and I have to go back to work tomorrow after a 4 1/2 day weekend. I also know that this next work week will feel two weeks long after two weeks with long weekends.

Then there is that stupid twit that called herself a slave that went MIA just two weeks before she was supposed to come here. I really need to start taking this shit seriously if it's ever gonna happen. But mehhhh.

It's cold and gloomy, windy and nothing green outside. Still lots of winter to go. I hate winter.

So yeah, I am just blahhhhhh.

Where is the chocolate?!?!?[:D]




SlaveIndigochild -> RE: Depressed: rant (1/4/2009 1:29:22 PM)

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ORIGINAL: littlewonder

Welcome to my life. I live this struggle on a daily basis but everyday I learn to deal with it by reminding myself of the positives and to try and be as grateful as possible for what I do have. My spirituality also helps and keeping myself busy with either reading, work, hobbies, etc....




Dearest littlewonder
i understand. You mention spirituality...i know i'm down when my spirituality seems yo fail me and i become, well, as i am now, which is self-centred.




oceanwynds -> RE: Depressed: rant (1/4/2009 1:30:29 PM)

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ORIGINAL: littlewonder

Welcome to my life. I live this struggle on a daily basis but everyday I learn to deal with it by reminding myself of the positives and to try and be as grateful as possible for what I do have. My spirituality also helps and keeping myself busy with either reading, work, hobbies, etc....





same here Littlewonder
Also for me it helps that i spent so many years learning to focus on the positive. Then when hubby, who could do anything, got real sick he taught me too to value what you can do. Dang he made the best scones dragging his oxygen around and everything. Life didn't get him down, and what a wonderful role model he was to me.

Now am fortunate that Sir is close to that as well. Just keep on doing and being grateful:)

blessings
oceanwynds




sambamanslilgirl -> RE: Depressed: rant (1/4/2009 1:31:05 PM)

*hugs*

there are so many reasons why i'm too happy to feel depressed right now




LaTigresse -> RE: Depressed: rant (1/4/2009 1:31:09 PM)

On a lighter note, something to laugh about.

I just received an email from a lesbian female slave that has CBT as a like on "her" profile!




GreedyTop -> RE: Depressed: rant (1/4/2009 1:34:04 PM)

*snort*




oceanwynds -> RE: Depressed: rant (1/4/2009 1:34:31 PM)

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ORIGINAL: LaTigresse

On a lighter note, something to laugh about.

I just received an email from a lesbian female slave that has CBT as a like on "her" profile!


Okay, now i need to wipe up the Dr. Pepper off my screen....laughs.




SlaveIndigochild -> RE: Depressed: rant (1/4/2009 1:35:41 PM)

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ORIGINAL: ResidentSadist

Well, OK... if we are going for sadistic emotional torture, please note that I was 3rd to post before the mods delete or move this thread out of General BDSM. 
[sm=modxiiswatching.gif]




i'm a slave girl. i'm depressed. if the thread gets closed because i am depressed it may as well get closed because i am a slave. And as for being watched....add a small dose of paranoia as well............




wildster -> RE: Depressed: rant (1/4/2009 1:46:39 PM)

fuck depreshan !!!!! grow up +enjoy kinky love sexynesss




ResidentSadist -> RE: Depressed: rant (1/4/2009 1:50:33 PM)

<Hugs>
I see paranoia is on the list now too, damn, you are in a funk.  I hope you cheer up soon and enjoy all the good things you listed off. 


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ORIGINAL: SlaveIndigochild

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ORIGINAL: ResidentSadist

Well, OK... if we are going for sadistic emotional torture, please note that I was 3rd to post before the mods delete or move this thread out of General BDSM. 
[sm=modxiiswatching.gif]




i'm a slave girl. i'm depressed. if the thread gets closed because i am depressed it may as well get closed because i am a slave. And as for being watched....add a small dose of paranoia as well............





Celene -> RE: Depressed: rant (1/4/2009 1:59:37 PM)

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ORIGINAL: oceanwynds

quote:

ORIGINAL: LaTigresse

On a lighter note, something to laugh about.

I just received an email from a lesbian female slave that has CBT as a like on "her" profile!


Okay, now i need to wipe up the Dr. Pepper off my screen....laughs.


Now I have to quit laughing and go get myself something to drink to celebrate. [sm=LMAO.gif]




GreedyTop -> RE: Depressed: rant (1/4/2009 2:04:04 PM)

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ORIGINAL: wildster

fuck depreshan !!!!! grow up +enjoy kinky love sexynesss


*blink*




angelwithhonor -> RE: Depressed: rant (1/4/2009 2:08:59 PM)

....the positive in life right now has been truly a struggle to find. my only brother was killed recently and my father has cancer. i dont sleep well at all, but before i do lay my lil head down and say thanks for even the smallest of gifts in my life. here recently a family of five in our state was killed in a car accident, mins after the strike of twelve. sighs..peace to you all in this new year encoming[:)]




lobodomslavery -> RE: Depressed: rant (1/4/2009 2:15:10 PM)

your most welcome. i think this is going to be a very tough year for everyone . we will have to be tough as boots too which im sure we all will be
kevin




oceanwynds -> RE: Depressed: rant (1/4/2009 2:15:55 PM)

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ORIGINAL: angelwithhonor

....the positive in life right now has been truly a struggle to find. my only brother was killed recently and my father has cancer. i dont sleep well at all, but before i do lay my lil head down and say thanks for even the smallest of gifts in my life. here recently a family of five in our state was killed in a car accident, mins after the strike of twelve. sighs..peace to you all in this new year encoming[:)]


((gentle hugs to you))) These are challenging times for you, and my prayers to you. During times like that, I have learned to rely on nature in all her forms. Brings me a peace that is hard to put into words.

Bright blessings
oceanwynds

P.S.
Sir takes me to the ocean to heal when I am in need of it. I am always amazed when he does because he knows it is time to release to the ocean.




LadyHibiscus -> RE: Depressed: rant (1/4/2009 3:43:12 PM)

*Hugs Prinnie*

I've been in a ghastly frame of mind, too.  That you recognize the good things you have is important~~it's when we have lost our perspective that trouble looms!

As we Scarlett O'Haira's say---TOMORROW IS ANOTHER DAY!




sweetnurseBBW -> RE: Depressed: rant (1/4/2009 4:02:32 PM)

No you aren't the only one that is depressed. I have different reasons though. [sm=hissyfit.gif]




califsue -> RE: Depressed: rant (1/4/2009 4:39:48 PM)

Hugs..to you prinny...
 
We all have our own times when depression weighs heavily on our shoulders. Be it because we can't serve how we want, the current news we hear about the fighting in Gaza, the economy or whatever else we have going on.
 
The best I can offer, is we have all been there, it takes one step at a time. Releasing what we can't do/be for whatever reason, returning to our center, thanking spirit for watching over us and asking them to continue to do so and trying to focus on the positive in our life.
 
I wish you the best. Winter will pass and spring will begin again with a new opportunities. 
 
 




angelwithhonor -> RE: Depressed: rant (1/4/2009 4:46:23 PM)

oceanwynds.....oh i love the ocean ,there you some how do find peace. but ohio doesnt have oceans so am gonna have to find somewhere else. hugs and thank you. depression is real and it hits hard for some, what ever reason. hugs to all who want them and need them.......




PanthersMom -> RE: Depressed: rant (1/4/2009 5:02:18 PM)

i like to go sit by the lake and let the waves soothe me.  when i was a baby mom would take me to the lake and read the letters dad was sending home from his tour of duty in the pacific.  i guess it's something deeply ingrained in me.  i can understand the depression, i felt some blues myself this holiday season, but i'm not going to let it get me too down, the good lord gave me another year to screw up and i'm going to do the best i can to not disappoint him!
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