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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 4:08:57 PM   
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Yeah.  Master had allowed me to play with a friend of his who we had met at a local dungeon and I was crushing on.  He's the most sadistic man I've ever played with, to the point of screaming, begging, cursing, then asking for more.  It was very overwhelming to the point where I may never play with him like that again, even though I am glad I had the experience.

Anyway, he pretty much raped me, pussy and ass and it hurt more than I ever thought it could.  He was using his belt too in places I never knew a belt could go.   At one point I was pressed up against the wall and I was crying, practically begging him to stop.  He reached down, said "Damn!" and made me reach down.  I was DRIPPING wet! 

Le sigh, oh the torture of being a masochist.  My poor pussy doesn't get wet unless my body is being abused and the worse it is the wetter I get.  So yes, after almost 18 years worth of fantasies of being used and beaten I think I can safely say that I am a mega-freak.

charlotte



Does the fact that your story made ME hot and wet just hearing about it, make me a freak?


Most definitely.



(thought that guy was pretty freaky. :P

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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 4:13:29 PM   
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I've never had a vanilla sex fantasy in my life. 


Neither have I... at least not an effective one.


they make nilla fantasies?? i dont ever ever remember having one. i always thought i was warped for not having some nice fluffy dream of the prince sweeping me off my feet with a kiss. mine might have included a knight, but the kiss was generally followed by some kind of rape or some mess.

Leatherist you are just damn well teasing.. it isnt nice. it is only Thursday. no 'fix' until Saturday, dern it.

that is how i figure i can claim freak status. i prefer to hold off on amusing myself during the week, and just wait for the orgasms i get at the dungeons on the weekends. somehow i dont think that warps me overly tight. and honestly i would prefer that over some nice nice episode of 'love making'. (insert shivers here) ok, some maybe nice nice on occasion is alright, but not much. that is just sadistic denial torture. ack..

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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 4:23:57 PM   
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I mean, I really am a masochist in a way that goes deep to the center of my soul.  I've never had a vanilla sex fantasy in my life.  And the thought of a romantic attachment literally makes me cringe.  All this stuff we talk about here isn't an option for me.  I guess that's what's troubling me at the moment: the recognition that 'this' is so very much a part of me and I couldn't do 'normal' if someone was holding a gun to my head.  Though I might orgasm. lol

I dunno.  Just wondering if others had these kinds of superfreaky moments and wanted to share.



Yeah, pretty much. i was interested in bondage and being dominated long before i had any kind of sexual interests, and they've always overshadowed "vanilla". Since, obviously, i couldn't download heavy S/m porn back in the day, i would go to the school library and read books about real-life torture... Spanish Inquisition, prison abuses, war crimes, etc. They were hot. They're still hot. Meanwhile, depictions of normal intercourse or fellatio are about as exciting as watching somebody cook tofu.

Meanwhile, i've scened about four and a half times this year. So i'm a little edgy.

The only saving grace is that touch excites me, so i can function normally based on that... otherwise i'd just be a write-off.

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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 4:26:24 PM   
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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 4:26:25 PM   
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ORIGINAL: gypsygrl
I've never had a vanilla sex fantasy in my life. 


Neither have I... at least not an effective one.


they make nilla fantasies?? i dont ever ever remember having one. i always thought i was warped for not having some nice fluffy dream of the prince sweeping me off my feet with a kiss. mine might have included a knight, but the kiss was generally followed by some kind of rape or some mess.

Leatherist you are just damn well teasing.. it isnt nice. it is only Thursday. no 'fix' until Saturday, dern it.

that is how i figure i can claim freak status. i prefer to hold off on amusing myself during the week, and just wait for the orgasms i get at the dungeons on the weekends. somehow i dont think that warps me overly tight. and honestly i would prefer that over some nice nice episode of 'love making'. (insert shivers here) ok, some maybe nice nice on occasion is alright, but not much. that is just sadistic denial torture. ack..

smooches
lee


  Checks profile to see where he claimed to be nice.....nope nope-no bait and switch! 

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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 4:44:14 PM   
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is a fantasy of giving a clown a blow job while he eats orange popsicles freaky?


That reminds me...

A couple years ago, I went to 'Sesame street live' and it made me hot.  I felt so...so...so inappropriate.



Why would that surprise you ? Everyone knows that Miss Piggy is a major Domme and Kermit is her sub. Also, consider Camilla the chicken who is obsessed with and goes "buk buk buk" and all gooey around Gonzo the fucking chicken hawk ! Talk about kinky...sheesh...

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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 5:57:35 PM   
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Status: offline 		um, well, er, ok,.. good point, but what you described was just plain ole hot.. bonus points for drool factor.

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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 7:14:34 PM   
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hey...take it from me...nothing wrong with being

a super freak, super freak
super-freaky, yow
Super freak, super freak

i have alot of experience in this area.



The song is now stuck in my head!!!! AAARGH


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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 8:40:33 PM   
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I've never had a vanilla sex fantasy in my life. 


Neither have I... at least not an effective one.


Thirded. (Unless other people replied before me, in which case, whatever number is appropriate. :P)

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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 9:32:38 PM   
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Status: offline 		yeah. so-what  if i had  a long list of nasty things i wanted to do as i met all the princess's at Disneyland on a vacation .Its taken me decades to have my freak status . kinda like Popeye say "i YAM whos i yam " , just so happens to be  well this .. fans self with visions of aurora , and that hottie lil mermaid , oooh snow white ... i think Cinderella was a Domme too ooh i almost forgot  Cruella De Ville  Domme fer sure !!and Alice can fall down my rabbit hole anytime .. see splashes water on face -wheww ok better now lol .

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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 10:51:20 PM   
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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 11:02:12 PM   
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Status: offline 		Prinsexx, I had to say, I know exactly where you're coming from with your last post hehe.
I just scened for the first time in many years last Saturday with this really great couple at our local Dungeon, and OMG did they beat me up. The Knife play made and all the bruising made me look like I had been in a warzone. I went into the store the other evening still really severly bruise with all the knife marks all over my body, and I was in a tanktop and shorts because I had just left the gym, and the look on some of the people's faces as they saw how bad I looked was hilarious.
I'm still pretty bruised and scratched up, but today I was actually able to wear a short sleeve shirt to work without feeling too self concious LOL.
And the entire night after that scene, I had a huge, dumbassed grin on my face LOL.
I've never had a vanilla fantasy, some of my fantasies most people would consider way too over the top, perverse, and dangerous towards me, but that's just how I'm wired I guess.
Something about a Domina holding a Knife to my throat while another beats the hell out of me with a cane just get's the motor humming hehe.

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RE: Super freak. - 6/20/2008 12:23:24 AM   
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Status: offline 		I can't ever recall a time in my life when I was actually normal.   I don't think I've ever experienced Vanilla much of anything.  I mean, sure.. I've enjoyed simple moments of watching sunsets and taking a break out to simply enjoy life.

In terms of Sex, Kink.. it's always on my mind.  Shows up in my jokes, sense of humor.  My sense of humor is rather dark at times.

Even when I've had sex that was more less vanilla (plain), my mind was working up nasty fantasies in my mind so I could get off.  Basically, I've been a vanilla faker if anything.   I hate being asked the Question "What are you thinking" by somebody I've more less had vanilla sex with.   As if, I'm going to tell them the Horid details of my mind. 

I love anything that is not Plain!  I love rough kinky sex, I love using girls for sex, spanking pussy, spanking ass.. calling them dirty names, playing with knives, wax, restaints.  Love doing so many things and thinking about so many things it's not funny.  Plain sex, really turns me off.  I have a difficult time doing it.  Hence why I need to get lost into having kinky fantasies.   Not something I care to do again with anybody.

I'm not wired right either.  Not something I can change either.  Tried and I failed at it.  Screw it!  I'm a sicko wierdo freak!   When I'm checking out women, my mind is not only thinking about how hot they look, my mind is full of wicked thoughts about what I could do to them.




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RE: Super freak. - 6/20/2008 5:10:25 AM   
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My poor pussy doesn't get wet unless my body is being abused and the worse it is the wetter I get.  So yes, after almost 18 years worth of fantasies of being used and beaten I think I can safely say that I am a mega-freak.




This is me! I never have fantasies that don't involve being used and beaten..I only get off when R takes me violently and without mercy...the meaner/nastier he is the wetter I get. I get over the top excited when he is just ice cold and treats me like I am just meat on a hook.

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RE: Super freak. - 6/20/2008 8:45:34 AM   
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Status: offline 		One of the best moments for me and Master came not far into our relationship.  He was trying to teach me to participate more during sex.  In all my fantasies I had always just lain there while being taken and while he enjoys that as well he also wants a hot slut to fuck him back sometimes.  Well I couldn't quite seem to get the spirit of it until one day he finally just held my hands down.  I started struggling and he didn't let me go and suddenly I was struggling and fucking back all at the same time.  I never knew I could be so involved in sex, so hot and desperate.  I've found that the best orgasms I have are when I have to strain every muscle of my body to get it...hmmm...maybe I should stop talking about this at work....

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RE: Super freak. - 6/20/2008 8:54:57 AM   
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I've found that the best orgasms I have are when I have to strain every muscle of my body to get it...hmmm...maybe I should stop talking about this at work....

charlotte



Damn, girl, and I should stop reading it at work!  lol 

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RE: Super freak. - 6/20/2008 11:06:34 AM   
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ORIGINAL: Leatherist   Hmm,I like to torment women mentally. Humiliate and control them with bondage and diapers, give them enemas in the shower and watch them lose control all over the tub floor....while I torment thier tits and cunts,laughing at them while they struggle.
 
 Pinch slap and call them names while they are restrained,and I am cornholing them. It makes them clench thier sphincters if you give them pain-ulterior motive.
 
And that's the MILD stuff. I guess I'm a bit freaky.

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There's something very special about watching an ass bouncing up off of a bed while you are laying cane welts across it. Amazing at how much a woman who cannot make it an inch in any other direction in strict bondage can still manage to levitate up almost a foot, with a good whistling stroke laid across the sweet spot. Same damn spot will get you twice the reaction.
 
 Muffled curses and screams into a bitten pillow fade to whimpers-then to moans. The feeling of a heated ass as you finger the lube into that tight,nasty back hole- then slide home to the hilt-feeling it up against your groin.....amazing. And there is still that nice untouched stretch of back to rake your nails down as you rear up on your knees to watch your cock slipping in and out. Or you tease the entrance-letting it close, and punching it back open with short thrusts. It hurts more that way.

 
         

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RE: Super freak. - 6/21/2008 3:31:03 AM   
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Meanwhile, i've scened about four and a half times this year. So i'm a little edgy.


Oh, I know edgy.  Paradoxically enough, and much to my frustration, the edgier I am the less likely it is that I'll be able settle down enough to do my part to make the scene work.  It's like a brat thing (I think) only its sooo not intentional and not at all cute.  I just become super misanthropic.  I've noticed resistance play really works when I'm like this.

And I hate half scenes. :)  I've had so many half scenes and no matter how many half scenes you have, they never add up to a whole.  Its like what they say, almost doesn't count except in horseshoes.


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RE: Super freak. - 6/21/2008 3:52:24 AM   
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and honestly i would prefer that over some nice nice episode of 'love making'. (insert shivers here) ok, some maybe nice nice on occasion is alright, but not much.


I get really panicky when someone does vanilla with me.  When I'm with someone and they do something vanilla (whatever that means), in my head, I'm really wondering whether or not they need this stuff as much as I do.  My antennae are always out and on the look out for any sign that the other person can 'go back'  or that they aren't fully obsessed with wiitwd.  Part of it's an honor among theives type thing and not wanting to be judged negatively; part of its just a simple fear of being left hanging once they've shot their kinky load; and part of it is the worry that if they can get satisfaction from regular stuff, they won't be as interested in meeting my needs for irregular stuff.  In any case, it makes me weirdly insecure and hyper-vigilant.


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RE: Super freak. - 6/21/2008 3:57:41 AM   
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Even when I've had sex that was more less vanilla (plain), my mind was working up nasty fantasies in my mind so I could get off. Basically, I've been a vanilla faker if anything. I hate being asked the Question "What are you thinking" by somebody I've more less had vanilla sex with. As if, I'm going to tell them the Horid details of my mind.


Omg, I've sooooo been there.  I'm like, "no, you don't want to know what I've been thinking 'cause its not a pretty picture and you weren't in the picture anyway."

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I'm a sicko wierdo freak! 


Go you!!!


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