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Super freak. - 6/19/2008 2:44:21 PM   
gypsygrl


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Status: offline 		When I was a kid, like in junior high, I loved that song.

I was just posting in a thread about masochism and rather than hijacking it, I thought I'd start a new one.

Anyway, I'm feeling really super freaky right now.  Its like all my wires are crossed wrong and tangled up in knots so everything's completely upside down and backwards mixed up all the time.  Even among other kinksters, I feel all twisted up.

I mean, I really am a masochist in a way that goes deep to the center of my soul.  I've never had a vanilla sex fantasy in my life.  And the thought of a romantic attachment literally makes me cringe.  All this stuff we talk about here isn't an option for me.  I guess that's what's troubling me at the moment: the recognition that 'this' is so very much a part of me and I couldn't do 'normal' if someone was holding a gun to my head.  Though I might orgasm. lol

I dunno.  Just wondering if others had these kinds of superfreaky moments and wanted to share.


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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 2:56:53 PM   
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Status: offline 		Not in the BDSM sense, no.

Now, if we were talking about the time I went down the side of the mountain...


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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 2:58:13 PM   
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Status: offline 		wolf slapped me on the ass playfully, once, during sex.  it got him the OMG that was wonderful, do it again please!! type reaction.

his response was to call me a freak.  he never did it again.  of course there were a lot of different activities that were fine for a g/f but not to be done with a wife.  that's on him, not on me.  for a while, i DID feel like the freakiest freak in the land.  and EEEKKK it was even worse because i feel very comfortable and happy to have my male partner be dominant over me and call me little girl and have me call him Daddy.  it works for me.

its been very amusing to me to find out i'm damn near vanilla in comparison with some people, including some that i love a great deal.  i was mortified when TheEngineer did something in bed so like Daddy's actions that i called him that without thinking.  however, his reaction was to be even MORE turned on.  this is a very good thing. 

those are *my* "OMG i'm such a freak its not funny" moments.  as i said, i'm damn near vanilla in my tastes.  we'll see if that changes a lot once i'm 24/7 with TheEngineer for a while. 

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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 3:04:57 PM   
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I've never had a vanilla sex fantasy in my life. 


Neither have I... at least not an effective one.

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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 3:06:09 PM   
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a super freak, super freak
super-freaky, yow
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i have alot of experience in this area.


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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 3:10:48 PM   
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ORIGINAL: gypsygrl
I've never had a vanilla sex fantasy in my life. 


Neither have I... at least not an effective one.


Right.  Even when I was a kid, I'd have to kink up the fantasy for it to do any good.  I'm not even sure  how vanilla sex fantasies  are supposed to go. 


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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 3:10:48 PM   
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Status: offline 		Hmm,I like to torment women mentally. Humiliate and control them with bondage and diapers, give them enemas in the shower and watch them lose control all over the tub floor....while I torment thier tits and cunts,laughing at them while they struggle.
 
 Pinch slap and call them names while they are restrained,and I am cornholing them. It makes them clench thier sphincters if you give them pain-ulterior motive.
 
And that's the MILD stuff. I guess I'm a bit freaky.

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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 3:15:54 PM   
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it got him the OMG that was wonderful, do it again please!! type reaction.


Yeah, I was in a very long ltr once years ago, and the one time he got that reaction out of me, he was in a bad mood and took me from behind.  He was appologetic afterwards, very uncomfortable and never did it again.  Then, there was the time I asked him to slap me up the back side of the head just 'cause.




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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 3:16:33 PM   
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Status: offline 		Yeah.  Master had allowed me to play with a friend of his who we had met at a local dungeon and I was crushing on.  He's the most sadistic man I've ever played with, to the point of screaming, begging, cursing, then asking for more.  It was very overwhelming to the point where I may never play with him like that again, even though I am glad I had the experience.

Anyway, he pretty much raped me, pussy and ass and it hurt more than I ever thought it could.  He was using his belt too in places I never knew a belt could go.   At one point I was pressed up against the wall and I was crying, practically begging him to stop.  He reached down, said "Damn!" and made me reach down.  I was DRIPPING wet! 

Le sigh, oh the torture of being a masochist.  My poor pussy doesn't get wet unless my body is being abused and the worse it is the wetter I get.  So yes, after almost 18 years worth of fantasies of being used and beaten I think I can safely say that I am a mega-freak.

charlotte


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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 3:25:00 PM   
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Status: offline 		yes i have these moments...and i dared to share some of my freaky things with Him and He has many of the same freaky desires.  wow and yahoo is all i can say.

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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 3:30:23 PM   
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Status: offline 		There's something very special about watching an ass bouncing up off of a bed while you are laying cane welts across it. Amazing at how much a woman who cannot make it an inch in any other direction in strict bondage can still manage to levitate up almost a foot, with a good whistling stroke laid across the sweet spot. Same damn spot will get you twice the reaction.
 
 Muffled curses and screams into a bitten pillow fade to whimpers-then to moans. The feeling of a heated ass as you finger the lube into that tight,nasty back hole- then slide home to the hilt-feeling it up against your groin.....amazing. And there is still that nice untouched stretch of back to rake your nails down as you rear up on your knees to watch your cock slipping in and out. Or you tease the entrance-letting it close, and punching it back open with short thrusts. It hurts more that way.

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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 3:35:54 PM   
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Status: offline 		is a fantasy of giving a clown a blow job while he eats orange popsicles freaky? 

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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 3:37:42 PM   
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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 3:41:09 PM   
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is a fantasy of giving a clown a blow job while he eats orange popsicles freaky?


That reminds me...

A couple years ago, I went to 'Sesame street live' and it made me hot.  I felt so...so...so inappropriate.


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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 3:45:43 PM   
gypsygrl


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And that's the MILD stuff. I guess I'm a bit freaky.


Just a bit.  :)

I didn't say I was the superfreakiest.  And, its kind of comforting to know that when it comes to placing myself on the freaky spectrum, I've hardly scratched the surface. (Yeah, I know I'm mixing metaphors all to hell.) Its kind of like George Carlin's 'last man'...there's always someone who's pushed the freaky thing more.


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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 3:48:40 PM   
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hey...take it from me...nothing wrong with being

a super freak, super freak
super-freaky, yow
Super freak, super freak


I know.  :)  That's why I posted. 

I'm in a funk I need to conquer because I know there's no turning back.


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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 3:50:25 PM   
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is a fantasy of giving a clown a blow job while he eats orange popsicles freaky? 


Where IS that make up kit?

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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 3:52:19 PM   
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And that's the MILD stuff. I guess I'm a bit freaky.


Just a bit.  :)

I didn't say I was the superfreakiest.  And, its kind of comforting to know that when it comes to placing myself on the freaky spectrum, I've hardly scratched the surface. (Yeah, I know I'm mixing metaphors all to hell.) Its kind of like George Carlin's 'last man'...there's always someone who's pushed the freaky thing more.


My mind travels to odd places in about a tenth of a second. I seldom to exactly the same thing twice-I'll never have to worry about getting tagged "One trick pony"


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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 3:54:11 PM   
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Yeah.  Master had allowed me to play with a friend of his who we had met at a local dungeon and I was crushing on.  He's the most sadistic man I've ever played with, to the point of screaming, begging, cursing, then asking for more.  It was very overwhelming to the point where I may never play with him like that again, even though I am glad I had the experience.

Anyway, he pretty much raped me, pussy and ass and it hurt more than I ever thought it could.  He was using his belt too in places I never knew a belt could go.   At one point I was pressed up against the wall and I was crying, practically begging him to stop.  He reached down, said "Damn!" and made me reach down.  I was DRIPPING wet! 

Le sigh, oh the torture of being a masochist.  My poor pussy doesn't get wet unless my body is being abused and the worse it is the wetter I get.  So yes, after almost 18 years worth of fantasies of being used and beaten I think I can safely say that I am a mega-freak.

charlotte



Does the fact that your story made ME hot and wet just hearing about it, make me a freak?

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RE: Super freak. - 6/19/2008 4:03:10 PM   
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ORIGINAL: faerytattoodgirl

hey...take it from me...nothing wrong with being

a super freak, super freak
super-freaky, yow
Super freak, super freak

i have alot of experience in this area.


Why can I see you dancing to this...?



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