popeye1250
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Joined: 1/27/2006 From: New Hampshire Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: pahunkboy --i never knew what the sexual orientation was of the code breaker. a gay man can be a threat -but in adifferent way. an example...i popped into myspace- one fills out a spam code to send. well im getting all kinds of sexyladies imploring me to.... be spammed. the gaything- i viewed is having the wiring reversed in the brain. i know alot of progress has been made. but not to long ago i had 2 men in suits grill me. they seem to think i have a gf. im thinkin didnt you pull the file? i did not disclose my sexuality- simply cos i did not want to worry any action was homophobic. ild be lost in a straight bar- all the signals. ild accidently unknowingly --signal- and it would start an arguament, i simply dont know that world. the gay world is vicious. looks are eveyrthing., everything is a 1 nighr...if you even GET the overnight! i guess keeping to myself is best. last night i seen the movie semper fi. -it got me thinking of how my late dad told me i was a disgrace to the family name, not fit to eat on the floor- and get out w/in 6mos. [ dating at 17, a 31 yr old biker druggie 6'5'' dude] well this year a gay guy died 35- his parents knew- but they never talked and it is unfortionate. oh- on my dad- he did not kick me out- he remodlled the house so my space was bigger..... tho he was sad that his oldest went arye. my grandfather would not speakto me for 20 years. he said cocksuckers arent welcome in this town. but in his own way- he appreciated my wisdom. we both attended the family reunion- a huge break thru. mom said i was a gentleman. tho we did not speak- i think we would have at the next one. he opned a letter to my grandmother and read it- thats how he found out. - i regret the years i could have learned from him- i truly do. he would ask per family issues "what does roger think"... ild ask "what does grampa think"- each knowing we were on the same page! im not sure if i was passed the patriark torch or not. tho my opinions are relevent. funny thing is his antigay pushed the others to accept me. where as if he was nutreal it would not of. PaHunk, yeah, I know about that family stuff. I'd been fucked over by my father and an uncle and that was after I got out of the Navy. I was supposed to be a "man" after getting out of the military and all. A lot of yelling, screaming, etc. I just took it and when I got older and they got older I reversed roles. I started yelling and screaming at them, and I mean real degrading, in-your-fuckin'- face insult your dried up manhood stuff. I just thought that they shouldn't have a comfortable old age. "You got something to fucking say now you dried up old fuck, you can't even get it up can you you worthless fuck?" Anytime I'd see them it would be, "Hey! Scumbag!" They'd look down, broken men. They had their turn, I had my turn. If you want to get respect, you have to give respect.
< Message edited by popeye1250 -- 2/25/2008 12:38:11 PM >
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