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ORIGINAL: goodgirl85

So I tried searching for threads involving this, but my head hurts to much from slamming face first into a metal ladder last night (completly my fault, by myself in a parking lot, running, didnt see the ladder sticking out of the pickup truck until after it hit my face.)

But anyways, I have been with Sir for 4 months now.  He has mentioned collars in the past, but never training collars. And I am not to call him Master until he decides to collar me.

However, I have come to for some unknown reason, desire a some sort of training collar. I know I am his, but i would like something that i touch and be reminded of him.
He is unlike any other person I have been with, especially any other Dom I have known. (not that the latter number is all that high)

Here is my problem.... Should I leave it up to him to decide to get me one, completly based on his own feelings and whatnot. Or should I bring the idea up to him and tell him that I would like one?

girl

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ORIGINAL: goodgirl85
I have some issues that tend to rear there heads and as much as I try  I tend to push people I get close with away... as a way of protecting myself from getting hurt. I don't want to do this with Him, as He is really good to me and I am happy with Him.

However, I found myself in the beginnings of this behavorial cycle, and as I don't have His presence all the time, I would like something to "ease" my irrational behavour when not with Him.

girl