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My bleeding heart. - 10/24/2007 11:41:05 PM

MasDom

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Once again a melo dramatic climax to a relationship that has me hopefull..

Will she show and actually like me?
Or will my heart be broken once again by the intrepid puppet theatore that is collarme.com?

Oh how I do love the climatic pause,
Dont you?...

I,ve decided to ride it out,
And trust her to a conclusion...
My stomach churning in antisipation...

Will our Villian get the girl?
Or will the F train keep rolling rite over him?
Just rolling rite over him....

So who thinks I have a chance?....
I really do like her...

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RE: My bleeding heart. - 10/25/2007 5:19:31 AM

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I dont know how to say this. If you are drinking nonstop and heavy... she isnt going to stick around.

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RE: My bleeding heart. - 10/25/2007 5:21:49 AM

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Um...............................................

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RE: My bleeding heart. - 10/25/2007 5:24:17 AM

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hello

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RE: My bleeding heart. - 10/25/2007 5:48:09 AM

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quote:

ORIGINAL: MissMagnolia

Um...............................................

His prior posts he tells of booze. [Thats where my comment came from]

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RE: My bleeding heart. - 10/25/2007 5:56:08 AM

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quote:

ORIGINAL: pahunkboy

I dont know how to say this. If you are drinking nonstop and heavy... she isnt going to stick around.

I agree the booze and meth arn't gonna help, neither is the weed or crack.

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RE: My bleeding heart. - 10/25/2007 6:07:15 AM

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I guess this is the collarme intervention thread.

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RE: My bleeding heart. - 10/25/2007 6:07:33 AM

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I have done my share of partying. I also have dated a few heavily into drugs. It doesnt work. Mainly due to the one can not serve 2 masters, the substance and a mate.

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RE: My bleeding heart. - 10/25/2007 9:40:47 AM

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The problem with drinking or getting high is that if one does it and the other doesn't. Even though I drink, I can't stand drunks when I am sober.

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RE: My bleeding heart. - 10/25/2007 11:33:09 AM

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Be optomistic and don't hit the booze or the drugs, but will not let her see who you really are, you will be putting on a facade and lieing to her. Be positive, be yourself and have faith. Things will work out how they are suppose to.

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RE: My bleeding heart. - 10/25/2007 1:15:58 PM

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Im sorry. Are you writing poetry? As a poem it was ok. As a question you minds well go get a daisy and play she loves me, she loves me not. Just as useful really.

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RE: My bleeding heart. - 10/31/2007 11:54:25 PM

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No drugs.
Just want, and worry...

(Plucks a daisy, and waits for a distant phone call)
     ...Sigh...

Its just you know how collar me is.
We all try to never fall in love.
   To feel past anything but lust, however it happens.
From simple forms to more enduring.

So here I am sulking in wait.
    Mt heart twisted in a cold emptiness I manifest myself.
As to my poetic way of saying it, I fail to see how alchohal... ..."Since I obviously drink Whiskey and beer" would influence anything intellectual, or proverbial!...

Perhaps sinth would.
Since its narcotic effects have been well recorded.
As to crack I don't get it...
Meth maybe, cause I never figure out
how the hell they can even know what their doing any more...

Acid maybe, and possibly shrooms...
Though I,m not on anything other then empty rite now.
    She just has so much in common with me,
And for i,m excited at trying a relationship with it
all hanging out in the open..

But I know the risks are still the same.
Life is its own chaos, and I accept that.
      I,d just love to wake up with a person who
makes it far enough in themselves to say ....

And were do you think your going?
I,m not done with you yet, meaning they still want
to weather the storm as it comes and see were it go's.

We all know how many times
we get a submissive or Master who plays a character,
only to use its excuses to cut and run.
And for all our true feelings,
even if we didn't mean to have them it hurts all the same.
As if a knife slowly ripped something away..

I,m trying to trust she isn't one of those people.
    Not give myself the ability to even turn on her myself.
Telling my available options i,m with her, and being real.
No games, and no playing for the fun of it.

Yet like always only time can tell.
And this comes with a lot of things trying to invoke fear.
   If only to wake up to a simple beginning.

If she's real I feel she's worth it.
But for all the things that seem so fake,
I almost feel ignorant for letting it pass my site.
So confused, and yet hopefully..

Why you may ask?....

Maybe she's worth it.
So all i,ll do is wait..

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RE: My bleeding heart. - 10/31/2007 11:57:34 PM

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Oh and tonight i,m drinking.

...Lonely but fun holloween...

It's not my escape or crutch really..
Just an easier way to get to sleep now adays.

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