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MasDom -> RE: My bleeding heart. (10/31/2007 11:54:25 PM)
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No drugs.
Just want, and worry...
(Plucks a daisy, and waits for a distant phone call)
...Sigh...
Its just you know how collar me is.
We all try to never fall in love.
To feel past anything but lust, however it happens.
From simple forms to more enduring.
So here I am sulking in wait.
Mt heart twisted in a cold emptiness I manifest myself.
As to my poetic way of saying it, I fail to see how alchohal... ..."Since I obviously drink Whiskey and beer" would influence anything intellectual, or proverbial!...
Perhaps sinth would.
Since its narcotic effects have been well recorded.
As to crack I don't get it...
Meth maybe, cause I never figure out
how the hell they can even know what their doing any more...
Acid maybe, and possibly shrooms...
Though I,m not on anything other then empty rite now.
She just has so much in common with me,
And for i,m excited at trying a relationship with it
all hanging out in the open..
But I know the risks are still the same.
Life is its own chaos, and I accept that.
I,d just love to wake up with a person who
makes it far enough in themselves to say ....
And were do you think your going?
I,m not done with you yet, meaning they still want
to weather the storm as it comes and see were it go's.
We all know how many times
we get a submissive or Master who plays a character,
only to use its excuses to cut and run.
And for all our true feelings,
even if we didn't mean to have them it hurts all the same.
As if a knife slowly ripped something away..
I,m trying to trust she isn't one of those people.
Not give myself the ability to even turn on her myself.
Telling my available options i,m with her, and being real.
No games, and no playing for the fun of it.
Yet like always only time can tell.
And this comes with a lot of things trying to invoke fear.
If only to wake up to a simple beginning.
If she's real I feel she's worth it.
But for all the things that seem so fake,
I almost feel ignorant for letting it pass my site.
So confused, and yet hopefully..
Why you may ask?....
Maybe she's worth it.
So all i,ll do is wait..
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