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Devilslilsister -> RE: Have you ever felt... (3/27/2007 11:45:22 AM)
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When life seems about to go kerplunk.. and everything i've set up is about to fail.......... i take steps to change the course of things. I am one of those ppl who can never sit back and just let things be. I've always a plan, always a solution and i am always working to change something. If i cant change it, i'm looking for ways to make the fall out easier to bear.
i over analyze, i look at solutions, consequences and i formulate a plan of action to make whatever it is - more to my liking. i like to THINK things out, all possiblities, study every bit of what could be possible. I hate suprises, i hate to be blind sighted, i hate to be up a creek with out a paddle. If things are going to go to crap - i want to know waaay before hand so i can formulate how i am going to deal with it. I analzye the crap out of anything important in my life.
Currently with life, i've about 5 different plans for what the possible future may hold. Best case senario, ok scenario, ok scenario2, ok scenario, worse case secnario and the "if everything goes to shit" scenario. Plan A doesnt seem like it is going to happen. Plan B and Ba - i'm not really all that excited about either of them happening.. but if they do.. its livable.. just dont see it happening. Plan C - seems the most probably course life is going to take and it works just fine for me. Plan D - is still possible (but seriously doubtful)........ Plan E - i dont think will happen.......... but its always there, always a possiblity.
Mostly likely my life is going to take the route of plan C. Short term of course. I've also plans for long term and short term actions decide upon what the long term route things will take. Mostly.
i do get abit befuddled when i cant figure out what course i want life to take. Luckily for me, i like to project the future, so mostly it gives me time to figure things out.
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