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micheledoes -> hello all (1/23/2007 1:55:57 PM)
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hello -- i've posted a profile describing as well as i can (which is not very well) myself. i write that a little reluctantly, because i keep surprising and mystifying myself as i continue down this bdsm path.
left to my own devices, i seem pretty naturally drawn towards domming and to sub women. but whenever i encounter an appealing switch, my sub/bottom side seems to just blossom, and i can think of nothing else (i become preoccupied with submission). so i've come to the conclusion that "who i am" is not a very easy question to answer.
i can say this about the switch/sub side of me: it's very powerful and nourishing and occupies much more space (when it's there) than the dom side does (when it's there); it's wild and crazy -- my sub activity spectrum is a lot broader than my dom-activity spectrum.
and, most importantly, this "side of me" feels much warmer, softer, calmer and centered. emotionally, it makes me a better person -- more patient and more giving and less rigid. i love those feelings.
sorting through all this is half puzzle/half adventure, but i do want to sort it through. i believe in leading an integrated life.
one last thing -- my handle. "michele" (pronounced "meeKAYlay") is the italian version of michael. i'm not italian (irish/scottish/english), but speak it a little and love the country/people, and the woman who just recently handed back to me my submissive/bottom nature is italian. as to "does" (in micheledoes) -- ask me. ;)
humbly,
michele
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