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Not new, but changed - 12/28/2006 9:10:25 PM

dragonchained

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I have participated in the forums for some time. Mainly as a reader, but also as a writer. Started here with Morgaine289, changed to ZenDragoness and due to a thread i had here (love and death) i created my new name. This name shall express, that i accept the reality, i am chained to my beloved DragonOfTheDawn.

Ruth

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RE: Not new, but changed - 12/30/2006 10:10:22 AM

mnottertail

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Wegehts, immer vida.

best I can do as you know, but worth your laugh.

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RE: Not new, but changed - 12/31/2006 1:15:25 AM

dragonchained

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Es geht gut immer wieder, wie geht es dir?

Ruth

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RE: Not new, but changed - 1/2/2007 6:53:05 AM

SirLordTrainer

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Greetings and welcome

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RE: Not new, but changed - 1/4/2007 6:20:32 AM

DragonOfTheDawn

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Es sind jetzt sechseinhalb (6½ Jahre vegangen, seit wir uns das erste Mal im Chat begegneten.
Und bereits nach den ersten Kontakten (ein paar geschriebenen Worte) über den Messenger war
da eine tiefe Verbundenheit; dieselben Worte und dieselben Bilder aus unserer Imagination oder
aus einer gemeinsamen Vergangenheit.

Vom ersten Augenblick war da Liebe, und der Wunsch nach Besitz: Mein sollst Du sein!

Mit verzehrender Eifersucht auf all die nicht geteilten Momente, schlimmer noch: auf die mit
anderen geteilten Momente. Immer mehr verlor sich der Gedanke ans Switchen, immer stärker
der Drang zum (Be)Herrschen.

Und doch war da zu allererst der Wunsch zu Lieben und zu (Be)Schützen und das Empfinden, dass
es Dir genauso ging. Genau das habe ich erfahren - in nicht immer leichten Zeiten und zuletzt auch
immer mit einem Blick in Richtung Jenseits.

Für all Deine Fürsorge und für all Deine Liebe danke ich Dir, meine sonnenschwarze Rose.

Der Pinsel ist das Schwert
des Geistes
das die Weite des Papieres füllt

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RE: Not new, but changed - 1/4/2007 3:35:15 PM

TemptingNviceSub

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Ummm...wow..I will simply wish you welcome in English..:0)...Tempting

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RE: Not new, but changed - 1/4/2007 10:11:18 PM

DragonOfTheDawn

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Translation of post # 4, sorry for the inconvenience.

It has been six and a half year since we met for the first time in this chat. And after the first
contacts (only some written words) already via the messenger, there was a deep bonding; the same words and the same pictures out of our imagination or a shared past.

There was love from the first Moment and the wish for ownership: You shall be mine!

With burning jealousy for all the not shared moments, worser even, for all the with other shared moments. More and more i lost every thought or desire for switching and the urge to rule, to dominate grew stronger.

But first and foremost was there the wish to love and protect and the feeling, that you felt the same. Exactly that i have experienced - in not always easy - times and in the last years also with a look in the direction of hereafter/the other side.

For all your caring and for all your love i am thanking you, my sunblack Rose.

The brush is the sword
of the mind
that is filling the expanse of the paper

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RE: Not new, but changed - 1/4/2007 10:15:29 PM

dragonchained

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Thank you SirLordTrainer and TemptingNviceSub for the welcome.

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