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pahunkboy -> RE: No, I wont give u ride to airport (11/17/2006 3:06:50 PM)
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ORIGINAL: JerseyKrissi72
I know how it goes with family problems...sometimes you wonder if you are better off without family...my family growing up was like an episode of Jerry Springer, I kid you not! Every fourth of July we would have a cook out ending with a big ole' fight.....[&:] good luck with your family problems hon..can i get a ride home from the air port??? (just kidding)[;)]
Say of of 5 of us, 3 are pushing all the buttons. also- i have my own problems.
i really suggest they back off- cos they dont want to see how much of a bytch [me this gay guy] can get.
the reality is we are not going to relive yesderyear. time and place changes. i should marry a lesbien and have her done tell em.
it isnt my problem that my 2nd brother has 3 failed marriages and chooses to get married over thanksgiving, when he knows i cant be there. my schedule opens up just days after his 4th wedding.
then there is my mother- she thinks she is going to get a brick single family home in a safe part of chicago! [for 70k] my siblings work 80 hours a week for a house that the bank owns!!! [the car too]
i am on a fixed income. I must manage amount of $ each month. therefor- i do not sign for a house i cant afford- car- etc.
i choose to live in Pennsylvania. PA- is among the top 3 states for programs for the disabled. So i will never change my permanent residence. i have physical conditions and well as black outs. im on medication, and i only drive when i feel i can!
life is not a pool party! if i wake up and have a day w/o severe pain, that is a good day.
there is no going back. i cant be 29 again.
we should have listened to my imput 20 years ago. and all along.
when i do buy a shack. i will own it, not the bank. same with my car.
i own me. i own my time. i will own my space.
gosh- amazing to be posting this on a sm site! i am master of myself and a slave to myself,.
for november i guess i dont answer my phone.
i have bigger concerns. i do not ask my family for loans..... never!
they can have thier pool party lifestyle.
i have other reasons for not wanting to drive to teh airport.
even still- things supposedly get better when you get older.
they might hate me.
no one owns me.
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