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karensgirl -> Hi from Missouri (9/15/2006 3:21:42 PM)
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Hi, i am currently involved in trying to make sense out of a life that has made little sense at all. Joining Collar Me is providing a lot of questions to ask within to find the answers that will, hopefully, allow peace to follow where there is termoil.
i have learned that for most of my life i equated having a husband as having a dominant. silly i know but being born a submissive and not having any contact with this type of lifestyle, it was a natural conclussion to reach or so my Karen tells me. i also had a preconceived idea that all D/S relationships were cookie cutter copies of each other. Again, an idea that was incorrect. So now i am feeling that most of what i thought i know is not correct at all and this is creating a lot of insecurity and personal trust issues.
So there is my story. i am not looking for a new Dom/me. i am not looking to be taught anything except what i am comfortable going further with and with which my Karen is comfortable in taking me there. i am interested in expanding the current knowledge within me to find a measure of peace within my relationship with my Karen.
Some may say that she is not much of a Dominant if she does not take this from me. This is why i don't need any "help" with this from the outside. Very simply put you don't know us well enough to make that decision. *wink*
Discussions about feelings are wonderful right now as this is where my current study within lies.
This was really hard to write for some reason....... *confused*
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