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sleazybutterfly -> I'm baaaaaaccckkk.....or finally here. (7/9/2006 12:08:12 PM)
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I have been on the boards a while, and chances are you have read a post of mine..(you poor, poor soul).
I realized though, that I had never really introduced myself at all. I think though, maybe the reason for that is, I wasn't sure who I was yet...
What I mean is, I thought and I had to fit into a category of what I was supposed to be. Was I a slave, a sub, a switch(though I didn't see that one coming)...what exactly?
I have been thru a lot in the last year or so, a lot of changes have taken place. At the time, things seemed to be changing for the worse, but now I know that it was all a path to lead me to the true person of who I am.
One of the problems I am having right now, is to not let the cynical part of me, take over all the way and not allow someone that is true in. I have decided, I have no problem proving myself, but I will require the one to whom I am speaking to do the same. I can tell you till my face is blue what I will do for you, how I will serve, how I will Domme.. or whatever, but until I actually do it, you won't know. I only ask the same in return, I deserve that.
I am in Indiana.. I grew up here.. I have been involved in bdsm all my life, though I didn't know it had a name. I am 30 single, no kids..yet..lol.
I don't like labels, not at all. I know that for ppl to put one on me though.. is what they prefer.. so.. I say a bi/sub/slave/switch/poly once in a while type of chick. That should pretty much cover them all..then I can just be who I am. I am still learning that more and more each day, it's an exciting time for me.
I love it here on the boards, I now am starting to recognize people and it makes you feel at home. Though I do get tired of the petty arguing, for the most part..even if I don't agree with someone one place, I will another. That is part of it, to bounce things off of each other and learn about ourselves in the process.
Thanks for making me feel welcome, Andrea
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