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jonathan -> New boy on the boards (6/25/2006 6:54:10 AM)
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i have been aware of my innately submissive nGoddessDustyGoldature since my early 20’s and the realization of it has grown gradually ever since. A watershed moment was reached about 15 years ago, when i had to conclude that i would never be happy as anything less than Someone’s live-in submissive at least, preferably as Her Owned slave. i did have one very rewarding relationship for the first half of the 1980’s that was a huge contributing factor in my growth as a submale, but she was a switch and i cannot abide that in a Woman. Since 1993 i have been actively seeking Her as best i can to no avail. i have had many excellent experiences during that time, including membership in pioneering pansexual BDSM groups, ‘society’ play parties that would curl your toes, and have crossed paths with a few very capable [and unfortunately attached] Dommes. But it’s mostly just been about a boy thrashing about trying to find his Owner. One that will stake a claim and take responsibility for Owning me and demand servitude.
That has recently happened and i am now under consideration for permanent service to GoddessDustyGold. Part of Her evaluation process is having me participate in the Collarme message boards, something i have never done before, here or anywhere else. So i will be posting regularly, mostly to Ask a Mistress, and replying to posts in Ask a Submissive/Slave.
Things are moving along very well with GoddessDustyGold and I am hopeful.
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