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New To the Forum - Long Time Poster on Collarme - 6/21/2006 1:31:31 PM

slavekyle

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Greetings one and all. i've never posted on the forum before - always stayed to the main profile boards. my name is kyle and i am a submissive living in Ohio right near the Michigan and Ohio border in Toledo. i am going to be 41 at the end of the month and have been a part (off and on) of the lifestyle since i was 16. i have a total of over 5 years experience - mostly via the control of three very powerful Women who are now all too far from me and/or have lost contact with.

i joined Collarme back in '03 and only recently came back on here after a lot of soul searching and some convincing from a former Domina (one of those "special three" from above) that i should not give up on the P/people of this site.

But a few months ago i did give up - and am close once more. i am tired of the games - tired of the lies - tired of the deceit! i am who i say i am and work hard to being the best i can be as a submissive and as a slave. But when someone pours their heart out only to have it stomped on via a Journal entry on this website -- it takes its toll.

So i guess i am here to see if there really is anyone still on this website that is real - not a game player - not a cheating spouse (or if they are the spouse knows and this can be verified easily) - not a liar - and not a heartbreaker. To me - it seems that over 90% of the P/people (men and Women) on here from Ohio and Michigan are just that in some way, shape or form. i sometimes wonder why i even keep coming back - maybe there's a stronger masochistic side to me than i've been led to be aware of.

But i am hoping that via some forum posts i may get lucky and find a small diamond amongst the piles of coal that i keep running into while here. And maybe - that Person will see that sometimes the search is worth the reward when They finally come across my profile and get to know me as a person.

i hope to make some new friends while here and maybe even share in some of the things that keep A/all of us here searching. Feel free to comment here or write to me via the main board. Either way - i hope to be here a while longer and maybe get lucky enough to finally find that "one special Dominant" that i still believe is out there.

kyle

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RE: New To the Forum - Long Time Poster on Collarme - 6/22/2006 2:14:23 AM

MissDiandSirHugh

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G'Day and Welcome Kyle we hope you find what you are looking for here and happy birthday for the end of the month as well.
Be nice to get that dimond as a present.

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RE: New To the Forum - Long Time Poster on Collarme - 6/24/2006 6:06:02 AM

slavekyle

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Thanks to Both of You

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RE: New To the Forum - Long Time Poster on Collarme - 6/24/2006 8:27:41 AM

EWS

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Hey Kyle: Hope things go your way Pal. do know exactly what you are saying however when It comes to finding someone that really wants to do what they say they want to do. I have just posted for the first time today myself. I will be interesting to see If I get any true responses to my search for for m/f dominanats looking to to putting me through my paces. Sometimes I feel that by being too honest you can be your own worst enemy. Actually, this kind of thing has gone on so long now, that those reading the postings think that the writer is playing Cyber games, and I'm sure to some extent that's the case. But, being very honest with you, if those interested in what I have to offer knew that I was for real I think they would overflow my e-mail. So, I'm afraid we must just keep pursuing the way we have been and pay strict attention to those that APPEAR to be for real. Good Luck. And Oh yeah' Happy Birthday. E

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