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RobertCloud -> RE: soooooooooo....person beneath me... (2/19/2007 3:08:15 PM)
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I have had people tell me that I should regret something when I know I have nothing to regret for I did what I had to do, and I have had people tell me that I had nothing to regret when in my heart I felt a great deal of guilt and regret even when I was innocent for someone still got hurt even though my actions were the only ones I could have done.
Here is one of the many areas that I do follow the classical definition of a Libra, I truly weigh every decision I make very thoroughly, I do weigh if it is going to hurt someone or not, and even if it is and I have no option I then weigh when is the best time to do the action that I am left with little choice to follow. Yes, my heart does guide many of my decisions, but I also many times have chosen to override my heart for what was the most logical and practical and where the fewest people got hurt even if it meant sacrificing who and what I am to make that happen.
I have sacrificed 15 years of my life because of just such a decision. I have lived unhappy and in hell because I decided to help someone who was mentally ill and unable to care for themselves instead of taking care of my own needs and my own happiness and it has nearly left me drained of my soul. I will not do it any longer.
Sorry for the novel... lol..
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soooooooooooooooo person beneath me... what is your favorite winter activity
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