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soul2share -> RE: lethal dose of the anti-depressant Effexor (11/28/2010 8:37:54 PM)
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I take Effexor....it has saved me from myself. I'm not the suicidal type, but rather, I was very angry, often without even knowing why. It wouldn't take anything to set me off....the computer running slow, the radio messing up, stoopid trooper moments......I'd never see it coming, however, I'd be yelling at the computer and smacking the monitor and throwing pens and clipboards. Scared the crap out of me and my co-workers. I had a meltdown over something really minor, and it woke me up. I was on Effexor and Buspar (anti-anxitey drug) and I also went to a therapist. I got off the Buspar after about 6 months, but I will NEVER give up my effexor. I will not go back to the way my life was then......the anger, the negativity, I won't do it. I did find out that both my mother and middle sister are on meds, have been for over 20 years. Knowing what I know now, I'm pretty sure the youngest sister should be on something too, but she's still doing drugs that would mess up the meds. My mom has been known to give my dad some of her Xanax when he gets "in a mood". For us, it is caused by a chemical imbalance in the brain. The first time they came in off the road from trucking, my Dad sunk into a huge blue funk.....I was really worried about him. Not that he'd commit suicide, but he's one of those guys that if he quits working, he'll die. They are back on the road, and he's okay. It is a shame that the poor girl felt that she only had one choice. The system failed her, as it often does for rape victims. I hope the bastard that did it rots in hell.
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