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Aneirin -> RE: HIGHER EDUCATION (10/15/2010 7:22:11 PM)
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I started a degree course through a time in my life where I had no idea where to go or what to do, what has come from that course is a dream which might actually come to reality, and it is despite my desire to move totally away from my previous employment skills, actually moving not away, but alongside,so I am accepting that I am despite my reservations, a grease monkey. A grease monkey in that I am choosing to study to work in the oily smutty filth of a metalworking shop. The difference as I see it is I am choosing what I know, perhaps always have known, but learning to do what I do on my own terms, not an employers. I feel my course is teaching me how to respond to my own initiatives and profit from them. My course is teaching me to start and run my own business doing what interests me. But that degree course, a BA in Applied Arts is not coming easily, not the craftwork and design side, but all the guff that comes with it, the history of art, the debate between what is art and what is craft and how to pander or exist in a world dominated by know alls who tell a potential customer what is worth purchasing and what is not. I agree with the idea that the older one gets the harder they are to teach, for I am an example of that, not because I reject all that I am taught, but what I am taught I question, where in the past I would have just accepted or rejected, either of the latter two being the easiest way. Now I have a direction to go, my direction is clear to see where before it was not. I need to be self employed as my personal discipline comes from what I need to do to survive, my designs as they are are just to make a living doing what it is I enjoy. A living will do, a steady living perhaps, neither rich nor poor, but a means of existence where the mind can be challenged and result in reward from a face to face customer not pay from a mindless or careless company who in reality would rather not have to employ you. I guess through higher education, I am at last learning to stand on my own two feet, not be fodder for an employer.
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