January
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Hi OP, I, like some of the other posters, think you should move on. You want what your Mistress can't give you. And the fact she allows you to have sex outside the D/s relationship is not really a solution. If you stay with her, you'll likely NEVER find a devoted mono, sexual Mistress--you'll be too busy being depressed and angry. Not only that, who is going to want to start a relationship with you, when you're already in an established, complex poly dynamic? You've sealed yourself off from a better future. Go ahead and tell her what you want. I'm pretty sure nothing will change. She'll do what she pleases, and you'll have to adjust to her wishes, being a live-in, blue-balled service sub. January
< Message edited by January -- 9/14/2010 1:14:35 PM >
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