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lovingpet -> RE: I Admit It I........ (3/1/2010 3:47:21 PM)
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I admit I just returned from a weekend with my partner in which nothing seemed go right, but that turned out to be more wonderful to me than anything could have. I admit we didn't get to play much, but we did some fun things when we did. I admit real life intervened to make playing a bit of lower priority than it was going into the weekend. I admit that opened up the gateway for a lot of deep, heart to heart talking. I admit, in talking this way, my partner gave me the most crucial pieces I needed to finally have some deep abiding peace about the future. I admit sometimes the most loving thing you can do is offer to let someone fly free. I admit love is when you care so much for what is best for the other that it is okay if what they need hurts you so deeply that you can't even find the words. I admit I have never felt better about our relationship and where things need to go than I did at the moment he said these very hard and very sacrificial things. I admit he understood that I might have a lot of thinking to do. I admit that in saying what he did, he removed all doubt and made the decision easy. I admit I love him and there is no turning back. I admit that for once I say those things with no fear and from a place of pure joy. I admit this is a wonderful outcome for a bad weekend. [:)]
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