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lovingpet -> RE: I Admit It I........ (2/23/2010 5:14:14 AM)
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I admit that, just when I thought my night couldn't get any worse, someone handed me a pickaxe. I admit I literally cried and shook from about 11:30 til almost 2 in the morning. I admit the stress and all the uncertainty of the move is really getting to me. I admit the stress and uncertainty is coming from one source that I can't extract from the equation. I admit that it was just shown to me in blatant form that all those issues are much worse than I thought. I admit being a stranger to someone who lives under my own roof despite my best attempts to be open, honest, and to communicated clearly. I admit this is a huge problem and one that I just can't imagine ending well. I admit I have been strong and steady for my husband and saplings about this move, but haven't attended to my own hopes, fears, and needs in it all. I admit I am in a lose lose situation and will eventually have to decide which loss is the lesser evil. I admit I don't like how I would answer that question at this time. I admit I'm crying again just at the thought of this whole mess.
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