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shiftyw -> RE: I Admit It I........ (5/9/2016 4:46:49 PM)
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I admit I have been on Internet hiatus a bit. I admit I think I might fire my GP. She's fucking worthless. I admit I have lost exactly 1 lbs in 6 months- and struggled like hell for it. I admit I brought in all my apps and food journals and have been logging all my walks and work outs. I admit I asked about surgery and she wants me to try a "conventional diet first" and fed me the same eat less move more horseshit she always does. I admit I've been on a diet since I was 16. I admit her asking me to try a conventional diet made me see red and I may have said "what have I been doing for 12 goddamn years?" I admit I started crying mostly because I was so frustrated and she told me not to give up on losing weight. I admit it was all I could do to keep it together through the rest of the appointment. I admit...Im so tired of being called lazy or told that I'm lying to myself in my food journals. I admit I've done Keto, Paleo, Mediterranean, weight watchers, myfitnesspal, I've tried puking and not eating. I feel at my wits end. I admit I'm not even depressed about it anymore- I'm pissed. I admit I am not going to respond to any diet suggestions in my inbox after this post- as well intentioned as they may be- I really can't hear them right now. I am too pissed- thank you but I just literally am so irrationally angry with my doctor, and her lack of answers and lack of real suggestions or concern- I am not asking for help regarding my diet. Im simply venting. I admit I have never been so angry with a doctor.
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