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CynthiaWVirginia -> RE: I Admit It I........ (2/20/2016 8:10:43 PM)
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I admit that I misjudged someone and I'm relieved to be wrong. After about two long months and several ignored letters I finally got my answer and...I'll be getting my floggers, paddle, luggage, The Better Built Bondage Book, etc., back soon. I admit that it never dawned on me that in spite of how long I've known him, off and on, he's still a newbie to this and that new people can freak out over things I take for granted. So he stood me up for the last New Year's Eve play party...over the hostess, at the last minute, deciding on spanking games to break the ice, AND asking if both of my bottoms could wear bow ties and man panties and bus empty drinks and help out like that. (He felt like...Other World Kingdom, here we come.) I admit I have to stop taking things for granted and ASSuming so much. It also never occurred to me that someone would freak out and avoid me over having stood me up. (I went to the party anyway and had a great time. *shrugs*) I admit that this depression of mine has made me have my head up my own a*s so high that it's made me kinda oblivious of what's going on in other people's lives. I'm getting it unstuck though. I admit that if it hadn't been for Collarspace having a search feature and a "last time here" I would have kept searching obituaries. (He had just fallen off of a roof a week before the last time we scened, so my worst case scenario was not all that improbable.) Onto other things. I admit that my vacuum cupping set arrived from China yesterday and it works fine. In spite of some pieces skittering about in the box in the wrong slots. At first I thought a part was missing, lol, but it turned out okay. I admit that I thought that more of my $2 rings had arrived (they are so sparkly, and I'm using them as a sort of...visual aromatherapy. I know that might not make any sense to y'all, but to ME it does, lol). Anyway, what was in the package was another $2 item (and yes, I'm gloating over the $1 price and the $1 shipping, considering how much I get rooked for shipping elsewhere). It was...200 tiny white pearl colored beads shaped into a heart (2 mm wide, tops). I can't wait to make the most awesome Barbie doll ballgown ever... I admit that I found some 20+ year old Barbie clothing patterns in storage, left from when mom or an aunt used to sew Barbie clothes. It's possible that they're even 30 year old patterns. I admit I have house slippers patterns for Barbie, and even boot patterns...and yes, I did carefully take apart a second hand leather jacket someone had given me last year, and yep, some of that leather is going to go for Barbie stuff. I admit I don't know if I already said this somewhere in the past few days, but mom asked me over the phone if, once I've made clothes for all the Barbies I have stored away in a big tub...am I going to give them away. I laughed and told her that someday when I'm dead, there's going to be a lot of happy little girls. [:D] I admit that mom enjoyed her birthday with her best friend (who also made her some birthday cake and bought soda pop). Not all of the stuff I ordered for her birthday, from online, came in on time. Even though I ordered them by the first or second week of January, two items probably won't come in for another two weeks.
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