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Greta75 -> RE: I Admit It I........ (11/19/2014 11:56:13 AM)
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I admit that I am bitter and angry about my parents and cannot understand the meaning of forgiveness and how that will help me and just cannot feel the forgiveness in my heart.
I admit that I have a food addiction but haven't found a solution to fix that problem, sheer will power to just stop eating doesn't seem to be working, it's failing me. I know it's an addiction because I get irritable, and just feel very unhappy and angry whenever I feel hungry and sometimes go into shakes and shivers and cannot focus or concentrate on anything until I put food into my mouth. And it's a complicated addiction because it's not something you can go cold turkey on like cigarettes, drugs or alcohol.
I admit that I am a potential future hoarder. I cannot bear to throw away things that I love, even stupid things like handbag and wallet that is tattered and torn, but because I loved it so much and can't find a replacement for it, I would just keep it, even though I can't use it anymore. But if I can still buy the same one over again, I would buy the exact same one again then throw the old one away. If handphone technology did not move so much and requires modern phones to run modern apps, I would have kept buying one same old specific model of an old phone, over and over again. I bought it 3 times, and delayed moving on to modern smart phones. But this habit sucks and I don't want to be a hoarder! So this needs to stop! I still kept all my old favourite phones which should be thrown away. Attachment to material things is ridiculous!
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