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ExquisiteStings -> RE: I Admit It I........ (2/18/2014 4:03:31 AM)
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I admit that this is my first time posting on the "admits" section, though I've posted on others. I admit that it's wonderful news I am sharing with all. But first, I must admit that Ashjor and myself are engaged to be married. Neither of us can wait as we are very much in love. I admit, we determined that we were in love last June, however no formal announcement had been made on either here or the other website which shares the same initials as the state of FL.
I admit that being that I peruse the forums quite frequently, I saw Ashjor's photo sometime in early January and then took a look at his profile. I might not have given Ashjor for all his cuteness a second glance if I was not immediately taken by the words of his profile. A ZAP to the heart as I can think of no better way to describe it. And then looked at him again. And then the profile again. And then both again, so I decided to introduce myself. Us Dominants are not shy about shit like that. Well, I'm not anyway. I can be rather aggressive when the mood strikes. And the mood struck. Like gangbusters. So we began corresponding back and forth on here and in FL. (Land of those beautiful Alligators and gorgeous lightning storms- and a mini admit here: I am also Lady Mondenschein - I'd opened up THAT profile to do some research & decided to keep it up just for shits & giggles). Ash knows of both profiles & my FL name is the same there, as here, ES.
Enough about the historical mushy shit. We'd been corresponding back n forth for a long time. I found his FB acct. That became our main mode of correspondence when it wasn't the phone. (Excuse me for a moment; I'm having a mad craving for plain m&m's-they're screaming my name, I must hasten to obey..brb) YUMMMMM. They melt in my mouth. They melt in my hand. They melt where ever I damn well order them to. Now, where was I? Oh Yeah. The LOVE OF MY LIFE- ASHJOR.
My last lengthy vocal conversation with him was right before he left Damascus to go to the airport, to fly to the Northern part. A scary ride. 25 check points on the road leading up to the airport. Those bastards at the checkpoints and other areas of Syria had the green light from Bastard Al ASSHOLE to shoot on site anyone whom they deemed to be a threat to the country. This included unarmed women and children. And one couldn't tell apart who was on which side. They all wore camo's. They all carried machine guns. They didn't sport ID tags saying, "Hi, we're with the gov't army" or "Hi, we're the opposing rebels". This is the kind of place where people disappear into the night or day never to bee seen or heard from again.
Despite alla that, I offered to fly in there, changing aircraft & airlines at Riyadh (much safer) and take SyrianAir into Damascus. Didn't really occur to me to think, "Hey, maybe not such a good idea, our gov'ts are at loggerheads & despite the fact I have no control over what MY gov't does, hey, just another reason for target practice on their part, right?" When one is in love, one thinx up crazy ideas. Ash said, "NO WAY" too dangerous. He's right. Was right and IS right.
Ok..the rest of this is from Ashjor to ya'll, cuz I can write all night, given the opportunity.
This is Ash speaking now (I'm shuttin' up).
"I admit that I am here in the Netherlands. Yeah, finally. I admit that I am now in a refugee center & I have been able to figure out how to get past their internet security to open CM after doing some major pain-in the ass things. (otherwise , I am his message relayer).
I admit thanks to Phoenix Power who was kind enough to pick me up from a city in Germany & drive me and my "companion" (not 'partner' Lance Hughes- I have to admit I nearly had convulsions when I saw what you'd written- ES); I thank Phoenix Power for driving us all the way to the small town of Oss in the Netherlands.
From there we took a train to get to Ter Apel.
I admit that I am safe and that the Dutch people are so loving, kind and friendly.
I admit that I will personally check in with everyone soon.
I admit that this is Ashjor over and out. PS: I also admit that I could not have a more loving woman to be my lifelong companion, than Lady Stings.
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