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DrkJourney -> RE: I Admit It I........ (1/16/2010 10:16:25 PM)
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warning: don't read this, I just had to get it out...I apologise for my attitude...no need to respond I admit it.....I'm very angry and hurt.....and I have no right to be. I know he's off doing his part for our country, but I'm just tired of it being all about him. Buying stuff for care packages, sending a special christmas present (that wasn't cheap), buying him loads of stuff for when he returns, make sure he had birthday presents, keep is spirits up...it's all about him...I haven't done anything for me in almost a year. Is it too much to ask that he ask about what's going on with me every now and then? how about send me a freakin card? He can send stuff to people in his family, but I haven't even gotten a freakin card...and my birthday is monday...pretty sure he won't say anything about that either. Since he has been there he has bought "him" a motorcycle, "him" a computer, and "him" countless other things....all I get are supply order request Then when there's a light at the end of the tunnel...he was supposed to return...and I mean soon...really soon....they've gone and exteneded it I know I've become what I have mocked...I whiney little brat....I hate myself for feeling this way...I am so proud of him and what he's doing...I guess I just feel a little left out...more like a supply clerk...lol guess just a little pat on the head every now and then would be nice...lol ok, don't jump on me, I feel bad enough as it is[:@] Can't talk to him about stuff like this, the military discourages such. thanks for the ears! (end of whine...lol)
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