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lovingpet -> RE: I Admit It I........ (1/5/2010 6:32:38 PM)
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I admit I am back somehow older, thankfully wiser, and unfortunately grumpier than ever. I admit I am cautiously optimistic and happy to be back. I admit that, though things are far from settled in my life right now, a lot of the clouds are lifting and there is an end to a lot of things in sight and that is a very good thing. I admit all the important people in my life have had to pull together through extreme hardship and that has brought about profound changes in us all. I admit I deserve neither to be as blessed nor as cursed as I am. I admit I'd rather hang on for the ride than miss out on the adventure, however, so I persist. I admit physical pain is far easier and more quickly healed than that of the heart and soul and trust is the very last to return. I admit sometimes the walls coming crashing in, as terrifying as it is, results in clawing and scraping to finally find the light of a new day and the wide open, fresh air. I admit joy and sorrow are sweet companions and tears and laughter sometime share the same moment. I admit, whether it be tears or it be laughter (maybe a little of both most of the time), I will throw my head back and dance with abandon in my new dawn. I admit it is good to be alive even when I feel like I just might be dying. lovingpet
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