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kajirastar -> RE: I Admit It I........ (1/4/2010 10:35:37 AM)
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i love all you's peoples!! smilse i admit that i did the first and only lie to Master. i have begged Him to help me quit smoking.Finally out in the boon docks, with my jeep secure in His garage, i smoke my last one. So He so graciously bought me patches. (how sweet). So i went all day NEEDing that cigarette, but i didnt. The next day, i was dying especially after O/our dinner. So off to the movies W/we went. There happened to be a grocery store right beside it. Cannot handle the pressure any longer, i excused myself to goto the ladies room, and dashed to the grocery store, for well cigs!! i literally puffed gently on it, while keeping upwind, fanning myself, and then popped in 12 Altoids, and chewed like mad getting back to O/our seats. SIGHS sure enough He said smell smoke, and constantly sniffed me, and i do mean constantly! So i went brave enough to say kiss me, (praying the Altoids worked) and He did. But all through the movie He said i smell the smoke, and i for the very first time lied, and told Him He was delusional. He said He was gonna search me, and to my incredible luck He did not! So after W/we got back to His place, He wasnt feeling well and wanted to goto bed. NORMALLY i fall right behind Him, but made the excuse i needed to take the NyQuil first. He got the hint, and SEARCHED my coat pocket. I was dying!!!!! Then the incredible laughter and more shame to me. He took them and "hide" them. So no nightly smoke for me. As i turned into bed, i told Him i REALLY need a cigarette, PLEASE. i did everything i could to get Him to tell me where they was... EVERYTHING... He finally gave in and said they were in the kitchen drawer. WHEW i rushed to the kitchen and to my surprise they were not THERE!!!!!! i searched the entire kitchen, calling Him a liar, saying You lied to me, you liar!!!!! (smiles) You should have heard the laughter from the bedroom. So off to bed i went, now panicked that i may not get those cigarette and what was worse i knew they were there!!! so my lil plushed duckie that He bought me, first caressed Him softly and played with Him, trying desperately to get Him to please tell me where they are. But nope! i finally got so upset that i tossed the duckie into the wall. He quickly replied, Your picking that duck up now arent you! sighs Yes Master as i already felt horrid that i threw the duck. i love the duck! Thoughts raced through my head, of waiting till He was asleep and taking off for cigs at the nearest convenience store. But how could i not wake Him when i opened the garage door!!! UGGGGG. i hated Him. Luckily i pulled myself together, and said only one more thing. Just because YOU couldnt stop smoking by limiting Your intake doesnt mean i cannot! With that a big laugh, finally i can to reason and took my nyquil to knock me out so i wouldnt think about them!
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