Acer49
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ORIGINAL: murdoch Hello everyone, i'm new to posting here and lately have been so excited to be in chastity. Oh, and it's nice to be here and meet more people who love the lifestyle. i've always been unable to cum without my Goddess' permission but recently She ordered me to buy a cb-6000 device and use it. i've been in chastity since since last friday and my Goddess has revealed to me that i'm not getting out again til at least christmas this year. The only way i'm allowed out is to do something utterly humiliating to please Her, and of course if i do cum i must lick it all up. So last night i was given the option to do something i've never done before, it used to be a hard limit of mine to do anything toilet related, no scat or piss at all for me. A few weeks ago i was asked to drink my own piss and have been filling bottles of piss to drink at work ever since. i also have had piss and cum cocktails at work, i'm not allowed to have any gum or mints to get rid of the taste either, though i was on one occasion allowed a cum soaked mint to suck on after the piss cocktail. So anyway, last night i was asked to have cereal the way a slave should. i poured my coco pops into my toilet and ate it directly from my toilet, i recorded all of this for my Goddess, and then was allowed out of my chastity to cum onto the toilet floor and all over the toilet, which i then had to lick up. i did all of this and today i'm utterly desperate for release again. Goddess' exact words today were "The only way I would even consider allowing you to think about cumming would be to do so during another extreme video but something more extreme then yesterday." so i'm trying to come up with some more humiliating ideas to please Her and give Her more videos that She may later sell on clips4sale or display publicly as She likes to show me off. Does anyone have any humiliation ideas they could think of? The more extreme the better. oh, just to let Y/you all know, i already dress in female clothes at all times, have to wear a butt plug to work every once in a while and have to drink my piss at least once a week though usually agree to do it much more than that. Plus i already wear a ribbon around my little clitty and am being given cum from dozens of other men from my Goddess and Her bull boyfriend, She knows a woman who works in the sex industry too and can get at least a dozen condoms a day so i think i'll be eating a lot more cum soon. Ultimately this is a question can only be answered by you. You are under the misconception that a dominant has such power, they do not. They are simply a bit player in this activity of yours, they set the scene or pull the trigger, but that is where their involvement pretty much ends. It is you and only you who decides if you choose to feel the feelings of humiliation
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