tazzygirl
Posts: 37833
Joined: 10/12/2007 Status: offline
|
Lilly is all out of sorts. She doesnt understand what is wrong with Binxie. Binxie is in so much pain she now lays beneath the bedside table and simply stares at us. She went 5 weeks between pain shots and suddenly we had to get an emergency appointment, thats how fast her pain hit her. We took her back to the vet, he gave her a stronger dose of narcotics, added more steroids and antibiotics.. that was last Friday. She came home and for a few days, we a bit perkier. Now she just lays there. We both pet her under the table during the day. Make sure she has food and water, treats always available. We changed to wet food for her, but she is losing weight fast. We gently pull her out in the evening and lay on the bed with her. Tonight as we were lightly petting her, she was crying. Her hip bones are so prominent, and they hurt when we stroke over them. Her shoulder, the one the vet broke when we first took her in, is now twice the size of the other. I told the man we are taking her back to the vet tomorrow. He is afraid the vet will put her to sleep. I cant bare to see her in pain. Its simply breaking me heart to watch her waste away. Its hurting my soul to watch the pain John is going through as he tries to come to grips with losing his baby of over 8 years. And I dont know what to do about Lilly. She wont use the litter box, wakes up crying from what I perceive to be bad dreams, and wont even go beneath the bed with Binxie. Its been about three months since her cancer diagnosis. I do feel so blessed to have had this time with her.
_____________________________
Telling me to take Midol wont help your butthurt. RIP, my demon-child 5-16-11 Duchess of Dissent 1 Dont judge me because I sin differently than you. If you want it sugar coated, dont ask me what i think! It would violate TOS.
|