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Bruticus -> RE: Newly Owned (7/16/2009 6:28:22 PM)
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I have to ask - are bi male or gay dominants really that hard to find in Atlanta and / or Kansas? (Helps to read the profile, no?) You keep talking about how you don't want to lose him - like he's the most precious resource on Earth - but in reading what you've written, I don't think you're in love with him.
Your dedication to being submissive (i.e. waiting for him to get around to fucking your brains out) is somewhat admirable, but also a little worrisome. You have to understand that he has a responsibility to you, too - contract or no contract. You identify yourself as a slave, which means that you have certain needs. Sex slaves need to be used and abused, and he's clearly not doing that. It's no wonder you're frustrated.
Something that (in my mind) a good dominant understands is that domination is a responsibility as well as a privilege - and submission is a gift. If he doesn't get that, maybe you should consider finding someone who does. You sound like you'd make a wonderful slave for a bi/gay Dom - and he, whoever he may be, would be lucky to have you.
Good luck.
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