DeZarai
Posts: 1
Joined: 6/19/2009 Status: offline
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Still getting into the swing of posting on here and the controls. So apologies in advance. I'm very new to this type of lifestyle. My husband and I have been married for a little over 3 years. We started with an open marriage, and ended up making friends within this lifestyle. The Male of the relationship is a Master, and brought up possible submission where it concerned me. We began with little things, and I am still working on those things. (It's hard to break old habits) I do enjoy His and I's sessions. He has a home made cross in which I have been placed on. I enjoy it for the complete submission. I also enjoy the pain (I will not say I can withstand all pain, but I try my best). But mainly it is for the mental relief it gives me. It's very therapeutic physically, mentally, and even on a deeper level. I'm a bit timid and reserved as I come from a very strict upbringing where 'Taboos' were not discussed. So I'm working on 'deprogramming' myself a bit on reservation and being scared of some things. I'm not afraid of my submissive side, it's more learning and nurturing that side of me. So any advice, comments, are always welcomed. So I guess that's me in a nutshell. Feel free to ask any questions, if you think I did a poor job of introducing myself.
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