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PyrotheClown -> RE: Dod oh dod, Whadda I wanna do.... (6/8/2009 3:34:42 PM)
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haha, I'm glad that I was able to forgive and forget, while traumatic as it was at the time, I've learned to be a cheerful pessimistic smart ass about my past, it was then, and thank god it's over, but life goes on, and in a way, I'm thankful for the alienated violent past that I had, it gives me strength now and best of all perspective(life is going pretty well just as long as you don't have blood coming out of one of your orifices, and if there is blood coming out of your orifice, just be glad you're still conscious and bleeding).I dunno, guess it's the difference between where you're from and out here, I've worked with(and over) most of the dicks that gave me hell, I've helped them out after car wrecks and personal catastrophes,I've seen them bleed, sweet laugh and cry, and that has allowed me to see their humanity(as flawed as it may be, but then again, who wants perfection).
it's given me closer
And while I don't expect that many of them remember the horrible things they did in the past, I do, and not in a horrible traumatic way(still get weird when i find my self alienated from like minded peers,can't use urinals either), but as a lesson on how people act, how people change, and how some people we see as familiars, and others we hardly notice as human(most people are guilty of this to some extent).
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