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calmone -> maryland new/old (2/26/2009 8:06:12 AM)
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well, i'm "old" because i am (still feed me when i'm 64?) and because i have been in this lifestyle (although not enough) most of my adult life. i'm "new" because i haven't posted here, or even gone to the forums, before today, although i've been on cm for some time. as my profile sets forth, i'm a member of one of the larger outcast groups, a married guy whose spouse isn't aware of his desire to and experiences with s/m play. i have always been non vanilla sexuallly, amassing at least a hundred s/m videos and even a few 8mm films (yes, i remember 8mm). before i got as overweight as i am (thanks to diabetes and he meds for it) and when i could get out of the house without raising questions (i'm pretty much retired now) i was active in a d/s chat room which led to monthly munches and get togethers of maryland and dc folk. and i had a few with whom i played on occasion. sadly for the past few years i've only checked out the folks on sites like cm, alt, etc. and sometimes send an e-mail in the hope of finding an occasional play person, alas without success due to my age or marital status or weight or whatever. but i still enjoy reading what turns women who are masochists or subs on. makes my day. i enjoyed spanking (hands on and with toys), breast play (tt) and some bondage as well as a bit of humiliation play. and yes, i still can't bring muself to get rid of my toy bag with my flogger, clothes pins and the like.
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