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ORIGINAL: Prinsexx

Sadness? If only it was a simply emotion. But to me it's never quite that simple. I do admit to it being depression and depression when I get it is all consuming. It fits into the model of the depression triad perfectly...and that is that there is nothing positive.possib;e/goos about myself, the world or the future.
Depression runs in my family and is of a manic depressive nature. This is like a diabetes of the mood. Not long term cycles but manic cycles that turn from elation to desperation often many times during the day.
IF ONLY tits and beer (or my equivalent to those) were things which triggered me OUT of a down mood. But sadly a trigger is a one way switch and wgen down I forget and lose sight completely of what to do ro get out of it
During down times my pain threshold is low low low and the mere thought of play seems to belong to another world that other people get involved in but never me.
But you know> Every cloud does have a silver lining.. and when the sun comes out, when the phone rings and it's a long yime friend.. well hell that sunshone is bright  and warm and hot!