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GabrielleSlave -> RE: In Accordance to Your lifestyle, what was the Hardest thing You had to do? (10/17/2008 8:59:11 AM)
Hardest thing lifewise for me - watching as my mother took her final breaths as she died of cancer two years ago. That scene haunts me every single day. Easiest thing - That has to be accepting who and what i am in a bdsm context, felt so right and so natural!

LadyPact -> RE: In Accordance to Your lifestyle, what was the Hardest thing You had to do? (10/17/2008 9:03:32 AM)
The hardest? I'm not sure It could be right now, this minute, while I prepare to take My boy to the airport. To let him go again. Hiding the tears on My cheeks. If there is something more than this, I would hate to know it.

MaamJay -> RE: In Accordance to Your lifestyle, what was the Hardest thing You had to do? (10/17/2008 9:11:37 AM)
Hugggsss LP (and clip too) Maam Jay aka violet[A]

funnelgag -> RE: In Accordance to Your lifestyle, what was the Hardest thing You had to do? (10/17/2008 9:34:22 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: IrishMist quote: what was the Hardest thing you ever had to do?[sm=afraid.gif] Accepting his death quote: Also what was the Easiest?[sm=angel.gif] Accepting his presence in my life. big friendly hug (wiping tears away) Accepting someone's passing can be so difficult. I don't think that some ever get over it. I know I have found it extremely difficult, and it's been some 25 years.

funnelgag -> RE: In Accordance to Your lifestyle, what was the Hardest thing You had to do? (10/17/2008 9:38:02 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: GabrielleSlave Hardest thing lifewise for me - watching as my mother took her final breaths as she died of cancer two years ago. That scene haunts me every single day. big friendly hug

LittleBeth -> RE: In Accordance to Your lifestyle, what was the Hardest thing You had to do? (10/17/2008 9:38:13 AM)
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IvyMorgan -> RE: In Accordance to Your lifestyle, what was the Hardest thing You had to do? (10/17/2008 9:41:14 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: knees2you what was the Hardest thing you ever had to do? Hardest... accepting my sadism. Maybe needles. But they were hard in different ways. Easiest... letting T touch me the first time.

darchChylde -> RE: In Accordance to Your lifestyle, what was the Hardest thing You had to do? (10/17/2008 2:00:51 PM)
Hardest: Truly trusting Her completely: not trying to take care of everything myself and not trying to protect Her from my problems and fears. Easiest: Loving Ma'am.

faerytattoodgirl -> RE: In Accordance to Your lifestyle, what was the Hardest thing You had to do? (10/17/2008 2:28:37 PM)
easiest thing: travel 3500 miles hardest thing: getting out of that horror 3500 miles away from home

RealSub58 -> RE: In Accordance to Your lifestyle, what was the Hardest thing You had to do? (10/17/2008 3:55:57 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: SimplyMichael The hardest thing for me was becoming a decent human being. Is your aim Michael to convince .dark. of this?? [sm=biggrin.gif][sm=imsorry.gif]

SirRussellP -> RE: In Accordance to Your lifestyle, what was the Hardest thing You had to do? (10/17/2008 4:38:46 PM)
Hardest thing in the lifestyle not in my life that would be helping my son for a year fight luekemia and holding him as he died. In the life was using a flogger, I have scars on my back from mommy dearest garden hose cut into a cat of nine tails. The idea of using any whip on anyone else was practically unthinkable, but the woman I was with about 3 years ago begged and begged untill I thought I had to at least try it for her. Easiest was find out I am a natural with it and loving it to the point that I now make fine floggers for myself and friends.

kiwisub12 -> RE: In Accordance to Your lifestyle, what was the Hardest thing You had to do? (10/17/2008 5:41:10 PM)
Hardest thing in this lifestyle was knocking on my Sirs door for the first time. ( yes, i had only met him once and talked to him on the phone twice - and he told me off for doing it this way, so don't frown at me!) Easiest thing was not going home again - well, only to get my stuff and tell my adult um that i was moving in with him. Well, maybe that wasn't all that easy, but i wasn't not going to do it because my kid disapproved. [:D] my life since discovering bdsm has been singularly charmed - touch wood.

LadyPact -> RE: In Accordance to Your lifestyle, what was the Hardest thing You had to do? (10/17/2008 5:58:58 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: MaamJay Hugggsss LP (and clip too) Maam Jay aka violet[A] Thank you.

MidMichCowboy -> RE: In Accordance to Your lifestyle, what was the Hardest thing You had to do? (10/17/2008 6:18:23 PM)
Hardest: To realize what a complete failure as a human being I was and to come to terms with it and start over. Easiest: To love my ummmms

KatyLied -> RE: In Accordance to Your lifestyle, what was the Hardest thing You had to do? (10/17/2008 6:47:39 PM)
The most difficult "lifestyle" thing I did was to submit to a contractual relationship. Although it was not a piece of paper contract, the relationship had definite parameters about the future and how it would (would not) unfold. Although for the most part it was a good relationship and I grew a lot while in it, it crystallized for me, that it's not the sort of relationship I want in the future. It was difficult to wrap my mind around it and I spent a lot energy trying to be okay with it, when deep down I was not.

VivaciousSub -> RE: In Accordance to Your lifestyle, what was the Hardest thing You had to do? (10/17/2008 7:04:14 PM)
Most difficult: Coming to accept that I want to be - nay, need to be - submissive, in the midst of figuring out how to gracefully deal with me, myself and I after the last suicide attempt. Easiest: embracing my inner masochist.

myotherself -> RE: In Accordance to Your lifestyle, what was the Hardest thing You had to do? (10/18/2008 4:04:08 AM)
hardest thing: finally admitting that I am what I am, and making that first move towards this scary new world easiest thing: finding those special few friends who understand and love me for who I am and what I am. They were there all the time - I was just looking in the wrong places.

shewhoserves -> RE: In Accordance to Your lifestyle, what was the Hardest thing You had to do? (10/18/2008 4:49:12 AM)
trying to understand why i am submissive having no one to be with

knees2you -> RE: In Accordance to Your lifestyle, what was the Hardest thing You had to do? (10/18/2008 10:39:59 PM)
quote: big friendly hug (wiping tears away) Accepting someone's passing can be so difficult. I don't think that some ever get over it. I know I have found it extremely difficult, and it's been some 25 years. Funnelgag Hardest thing for me, was when my father killed himself. It has been 26 years, but I'm alive because I see things differently then my dad. I know that I am loved and cared for. Always, knees[sm=cactus.gif]

lizcgirl -> RE: In Accordance to Your lifestyle, what was the Hardest thing You had to do? (10/19/2008 8:07:58 AM)
Easiest thing in the life: learning to trust some one completely with all aspects of my being. Hardest thing: learning that trust was misplaced and it was all a lie.

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