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dreamtiger61 -> Greetings from an Arizona slave (11/28/2005 7:21:03 AM)
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Hi I'm dreamtiger61. I am a slave. I have a great Master who is teaching me about this lifestyle.
I have always had fantasies of being controlled by a dominate. My Master found me in a chatroom about a month ago on another site. Master did not scare me like some of the other doms on that site. He just talked to me. Master gave me his phone number and said if you want to talk more call me now. I could not resist his charm, lol. My life will never be the same.
Master saw the part of me that stayed in the shadows. It was my natural submissive slave self which first came to the surface the first night we met. Instinctively, I knew this man was to be obeyed and he had things to teach me. The realization shook me to the core of my being that night. It was his voice and calm that first claimed me and set my inner slave free within me.
I admit that I am not always the most behaved slave in this lifestyle. I make a lot of mistakes and require much correction. I am learning and trying my best to improve myself to make my Master proud of me. I appreciate his direction in my life and his correction too.
I can be a handful at times and a mischief maker, hehe. I don't always do the correct things at times.
I like to chat and hopefully soon will be permitted to chat again online. It seems I spent too much time in chatrooms recently instead of completing my weekly chores. So the chatting will be limited until I can learn to behave again. Master thought 6 to 8 hours of chatting was too much for one day, hehe. Yes Master, it was too much time spent in chatrooms when I needed to do other things.
Master did not hesitate to discipline me for it too. I needed the punishment as it is necessary to learn through discipline. So, I am not the best behaved slave but I am trying my best to learn. Thank you Master for teaching me and correcting my naughty behaviors.
I like to make friends and hope to make some friends here at this site. I live in Arizona. I recently joined APEX. I am very new to this lifestyle.
So, I am in the process of learning and making mistakes. Sometimes, we all learn from our mistakes and failures until we can become successful through the process. It is called development and growth and it is not always an easy process to experience. Learning sometimes is hard but the hard learned lessons last a lifetime and are remembered once the tears have vanished.
To my Master, I say thank you for teaching me. I know, I try your patience and drive you crazy at times. I appreciate you for all you have taught me and will teach me.
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