MsLaylasone
Posts: 10
Joined: 6/25/2008 Status: offline
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Hello all, I'm Mistress Layla's one, her pet or slave, which ever she decides to call me during our time together. It has been wonderful since I came out to her and expressed that I wished to explore my sub. side with her. We have been together as a couple for a long time and this has really deepened our relationship together. I have been involved with the "scene" for a long time online with MUCK's, not chat, LeJardin Mystique and Furry, any others out there? Strange thing is that I have always played a domme. there. Yes, I am a genetic male and I have always played female characters (Dommes all, except for one slave), I can't just seem to get into the mind of a male character... I think maybe a dom/me has to have a bit of a sub side to really understand their vic...errr charges. Maybe an interesting topic for discussion in another thread. Anyway, it has helped my Mistress when we negotiate scenes before hand and she has a little loss of ideas, I can toss in a few things I have setup in the past, sometimes to my dismay as she makes them her own. I am a deep person far deeper than meets the casual eye, many dismiss me at first glance and then I surprise them later. I tend to listen a lot and talk very little. I also have a habit of typing disjointly in posts assuming the reader has information they may or may not... I am working on that one. I came here to find out information for me and my Mistress to help her out and more information for myself as I am discovering things every session that I never knew about myself. Finding out that I could transmute some forms of pain into pleasure, the more pain the more intense pleasure, was a significant surprise to both of us. I am still trying to understand that one. I also wanted to share a few ideas to both sides, <insert wicked grin> and get information about building DR furniture and devices, I just finished a few projects for my Mistress and she seems to approve of them, rubs a sore bottom... I do write a bit and I have one, so far short story in my collection of writings that I have done which is BDSM, not my usual stuff, and not-directly erotic; it was a hard line not to cross. I wanted to give people who had no idea about the scene a piece of fiction about what it felt like to submit to another on a mental basis and not just a piece of sex literature. Bowing appropriately and thanking everyone for reading, Mistress Layla's one
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