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oh2oh -> RE: Hey. (6/1/2008 3:26:12 PM)
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Okay, so I decided to take your advice, subtee, and create a more refined introductory speech.
I'm from NYC and I still think I'm not that interesting at all; just a normal 20 year old kid who lives his life, except I'm into BDSM stuff I guess, what "normal" society might deem "unconventional," I guess.
This is the first time I've ever told anyone, in real life or on the internet, about the sexual interests I've had ever since I was younger (I remember when I was 10, I imagined a rape fantasy with a girl in my class). No one was there to teach me about sex, so I've been learning/exploring on my own ever since, but I'm still a virgin (and I've never been in a "relationship" before) because I'm a very shy person (I have have some trust issues). Recently an online friend referred me here (as well as a couple of other related sites), so I decided to try it out. I'm not really comfortable with anyone else but the people who are already okay with it knowing (church members, pastor, friends, co-workers, boss, etc.), so hopefully I can reveal it whenever I'm comfortable to everyone else (I hope they don't find this site first!).
Hmm...concerning my various interests/fantasies in this field of sex...I'd say I'm pretty much open-minded to any kinky activities except if it's too dangerous, life-threatening at all, or will affect my daily life (at work, people around me, etc. since I'm not yet up for that).
Hopefully I can learn and discover more about myself from any experiences I have involving these sort of activities.
I'm still pretty much introverted about all this, so I'll just leave it at that and see if anyone will approach me first...
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