Sexess
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Joined: 2/24/2008 Status: offline
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My name is Valerie. I am a 21 year old, stay-at-home, Mother of Three under four. I have been intrested in BDSM for close to eight years now and have been actively particpating in the online community for a little over 6 months. My experience with BDSM is confined to my bedroom with objects found around the house. My hopes are to learn more about my craft and eventually have my first true (in my minds eye, true) experience with BDSM - with truly defined roles and open communication and complete ecstacy of course! In the beginning of my sexual journey, I considered myself to be purely Dominant. I feel a desire to be in control of the situations in my sexual life. As I have had children, and have been forced to give up the better majority of control that I have in not only my sexual life but all the other aspects of my life, has caused me to reconsider my role as possibly submissive. For now, I am identifying as a S/switch because of the unsurity in my role. I am in a monogamous relationship with the father of our three children. We have been together for close to five years. In the past, he was open to sexual exploration and now seems to want a more vanilla lifestyle. One of my dreams has always been to apprentice under a professional Mistress, as well I would love to one day run my own business. I would like to be the female version of Hugh Hefner or Larry Flynt - but much more alternative. And I can't even say that completely. I want to create a business that assists people on their journey towards sexual enlightenment (whatever that may be, for them), giving them resources for education and support, counselling and much more. It's a very hard one to explain in a short amount of time. Thank you for reading my introduction. Have a great day! Cheers & Respect, Valerie
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