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chellekitty -> RE: reasons to be cheerful (5/8/2008 8:28:21 AM)
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i am a bipolar, ocd, addict with ptsd, fibromyalgia, seizures, and sleep apnea and i just can't seem to get enough sleep or stop hurting at a level where any slight injury sends me into shock because my body can't process anymore pain, i am scared to start school in the summer at a university for the first time (i have only gone to community colleges before) at a place that is freaking huge, i am about to start my 4th step (searching and fearless moral inventory) and i am not getting a rat baby from the litter i thought i was...oh and i often act like a crazy bitch from psycholand who emotionally vomits on the ones who are near... but today... i am clean, and in recovery and making progress my health is getting better - i don't have seizures all the time and one of my pain meds works for a few hours at night - btw Chloe...have you tried Keppra? it is working well for me, and from what i read on the internet there have been a good number of women who have had successful pregnancies while on the Keppra i have friends and family who love me i have a man who loves me and puts up with my shit, no matter what, and helps me get better at dealing with it -changing it in fact most days of the week i can get out of bed on my own i have fur buddies all around i have a God of my understanding, not anyone elses, in my life... chelle
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