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starshineowned -> RE: Our First Conflict (10/3/2005 2:08:30 PM)
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Greetings..~smiles~
Master has at times thought it would be funny to see me intoxicated in person as in the past the only time He had wind of it was while we were still apart, and chatting voice while playing a online game together.
That being said..I know my mouth. Under the influence means it runs free regardless of who you are, what I feel, or even when I felt..as in time doesn't matter.
I don't think any slave can honestly say to themselves that there are things their Owner has done to them that they did not like..(meaning the specific act). They do it however because they are slave, and consented once to trust the Owner in all that they do or will do. My comfort comes from knowing that by doing it..they are pleased. Generally that pleasure to them comes from my being obedient to their will, and not wether I enjoyed having my nips stretched from here to beyond. Although enjoying the actual act is a plus. :)
Any who..knowing that not all things will be loved by the slave is probably where the speaking out came from with alcohol's help. I don't really believe this means there is a deep seeded problem.
I think one of the ways of looking at this situation for future referrence is that by your getting drunk, and your Dom having to put you to bed early..you took away His night of pleasure. Thats a tuff pill to swallow.
starshine
Happy slave of Master Delvin
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