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Eleutherios -> Here I am. (1/21/2008 10:26:11 PM)
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Greetings all.
I haven't explored the online BDSM community that much, to be honest.
I was introduced to my local community at what I suppose is a rather early age. I was 15 when I met an older female dom and I quickly discovered that I was dominant my self and that all my sadistic and kinky desires that I'd been trying to ignore were actually a wonderful part of who I am. From there I embraced who I am. From my guide I learned a very good mix of types of relationships and prefer a very nurturing atmosphere with open communication and mutual respect for each other. I also learned early on that I prefer submissives that were choosing to be submissive rather than because they didn't respect them selves and couldn't take care of them selves. I like strong and motivated subs who can take care of their self in everyday interaction.
Once I was old enough I started going to meetings and clubs and realized some of my views didn't really mesh well with others and I had some bad experiences.
So I've been making my own way and enjoying the hell out of it.
I consider my self a perpetual student, but I do find that I end up learning a lot by taking on the role of guide and teacher, which I really enjoy.
I'm polyamorous and currently have one female and one male partner whom I love very much.
I'm very sadistic and throughly enjoy the psychological aspects of sadism.
A couple of my past relationships have been 24/7 age-play, although I'm currently lacking that aspect in any of my relationships and I miss it.
I've done TPE for a few years have found I'm very at home with it. Although I find that some of the people I meet have a very different view of TPE than I do. Personally, I find a lot of people have rather unrealistic expectations of it.
A handful of my favorite BDSM interests that I haven't mentioned are objectification, scarification, branding, knife play, humiliation, rape-play, cutting, behavior modification, rope bondage, discipline, fire play, nipple torture, orgasm control, piercing, flogging, and some role play. ...More than a handful, maybe. lol
Anyway... I tend to be long winded, so I'll cut this off here. I go on at length in my profile if you care to know more. Or you can just ask. I do love good conversation. :)
-E
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